Saturday, May 9, 2009 (0.')
1st of all, hereby have an advance wish of all the mother in the world a happy mother day....=)) kai su abit cos donno when will be my next time i will be blogging again..... haha...
ok... now the time is 1.50am le.... an i not feeling tired... donno y sia...lol.. just cant fall aslp and was like alot of thing flashing in my mind...lol.... ermm..... so i gonna blog till i tired...lol...
later got to wake up at 10am.. cos going celebrate mother day at an advance with my aunties and grandma... erm my mum side de la.... lol... father side de.... donno when...lol.... tin later will be another boring day ba..... haix....
erm currently i was reali studying sia....during this few day,...lol... finally i understand a chapter tat was study by myself... after this 1year pplus de ploy life... it the 1st time i understand a chapter.... lol.... tat y i said, i have been slacking all the while last year.... haix... i reali aiming for very high score this time... got to wk hard Boon Kiat!!!. JIA YOU!!! i gonna get a gpa of 3.9 at least... my target... haha... okok.. i had make a deal with myself... if i cant get it... the 1st 2 week of holiday i won go out... hahaha.... stay at home rot.... haha.... DEAL!!!!
haha... tat my deal of myself...lmao... like idiot rite... tat wat ppl say me sia... sad.. she know who she is...lol... nah just joking;...lol... btw i just love the song photograph alot.... but..... it bring memory back to me.... lol....
Every memory of looking out the back door.
I had the photo album spread out the bedroom floor,
It's hard to say it, time to say it,
Good-bye! Good-bye!
Every memory of looking out the front door,
I found the photo of the friend that i was looking for,
It's hard to say it, time to say it.
Good-bye! Good-bye!
tat my memory ba...lol... not gonna say much abt it.... haha
now i notice something....lol... when wan to say something tat u don think is nice to say out... or like is boring to just say out... it best to make it into a poem...lol.... i feel tat making poem is fun... nice... and interesting....ya....lol... with it emo de or happy de also fun, nice and interesting to do...lol.. haha... next time all my feeling will be in poem ba...haha... if i can make it into 1.....lol....
lamo... still not tired sia... sian... haha.... nowadays.... dota abit sian le... nv play like for going 3 week le...in sch also nv play le...lol... now in sch... erm like not as fun as b4 le.... i not refering to the lesson la... i mean my mate.... other den like some time joke ard... no other event le... all like abit scattered le... sian.... example... some time they go find friend during break or after sch... like no more bonding le.... haix.... sian...
erm..... i still thinking,... other den studies now, wat my other target..... haix... alot of thing are just asking in my mind.. like angel and demon quarreling with one another on my head like tat sia.... erm maybe i think i still need time ba... as it still not yet recovered..... maybe some more time ba....
if the pain and the hurt,
are just as deep as the sea.
the scar and memory,
will always just be there.
ok ba... i think i better force myself to slp ba... if not tml sure tired de....lol... bye everyone.....
Label: memory?the photograph
i will finish my NS, my university and wait for u.
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