Monday, April 27, 2009 (0.')
a long friendship, that don't know if it still exist.a love that were deep, floated on the sea.life of unexpectation, that shoke us.and a friendship that u wander, so do i.haha.... a poem tat i sudden think of... lol... actually this poem cant say is abt love la.. but also cant say there is nothing to do with love... let u all guess.. haha... erm inspiration from someone blog... lol.... haha,... erm so go all my link see if u can see the same inspiration as me ba... wahahaha...lol... erm that abt my poem ba.... erm haven been blogging for like a week le... erm can say i no time or busy in study... cum everyday come home abit tired le... so jiu don feel like blogging.... erm i don wish to blog abt wat thing happen la... cos if going to say abt everything it can take me a day sia... lol... erm shall say randomly ba...erm this few day have been busy studying... and i reali is studying hor!!!... lol... if u ask me y a sudden of wanting to focus on study...lol... cos i notice i had been very slack in last 2 sem le....damn slack... got chance to pon tan sch jiu pon tan... ended up, nearly get suspend by the lecture due to attendance no meet... but lucky, i some how meet the requirment of the attendance needed...lol.. and cos of some other reason which i don wish to say la... so i tell myself, wat past is past, those past tat causes me to be like tat will be my past. and it will be a past tat teach me some thing,... haha ...ok so wish me luck as i aim to score a gpa of 4 point sia... look like i set a very high target sia... and i like have make the 1st step toward my target sia.. cos today my friend was playing game will i was studying.. although i got play a while but when it loading for the game which is damn long, i was tdoing the home wk sia... i cant believe myself tat i did it....lol.. cos slacking have been like an addiction to me le... hope i can reali get over this slacking habit...haha.....erm ok la... don wish to say more le la.. will update u all some more maybe tml ba...haha... cos going to slp le..haha... erm ya i still training some song on guitar... hope can play new song soon...haha.. bye bye... Label: and i wander too.......
i will finish my NS, my university and wait for u.
10:42:00 PM
Monday, April 20, 2009 (0.')
hi... sian sch start le... wat to do... 1st day of sch jiu got project to do le... no mood at all.. fcuk.... btw i saw ying ting in my class today...lol.. 1 year of sch in ngee ang 1st time saw her in sch sia...lol.... damn it.. next week have to present the project le.. haix... stupid subject... tat last for 4 hr and teacher toking bullshit.. errrr..... cant stand it.. den expect us to do the project by next week and present... errr!!!!!... don tok abt it le... haix... end sch meet class mate.... at first tok all going to pizza hut and eat de... but at the end.. only me jia ming samual and jeffery go eat only.. every time eat only 4 person de... sian sia... and mostly i and sam..... dotx... eat finish le play pool ... but jeff go for his stupid cannoing 1st... stupid.. train train train.... train so much also like tat....lol...but any way... good luck for ur incoming competition... haha... must win hor,.... if not i laugh at u till sia hor.,... erm today pool... realise tat i like deprove le... may be quite long nv play le ba... but still manage to catch up the score with sam... haha... erm but was disappointed with my skill today la... preharp... cos thinking of other think when playing ba... haix....erm my previous post, i think i had offended her... but seriously, i didnt mean it de.. serious... i not laughing tat it was ur retribution... but watever it is... there isnt any offend on it... sorry if cos any misunderstanding..... sorry.... got to go and slp le ba... tml schooling at 9am... cya.... Label: sorry
i will finish my NS, my university and wait for u.
10:38:00 PM
Sunday, April 19, 2009 (0.')
haix.. suddenly feel like blogging again... something make me down suddenly... feeling very down now... haix... i donno wat to say...
some time i was thinking.. was it her bao ying... not to mention who.. was thinking.. alot of thing... or wat happen to her was my bao ying.... she sad i sad. she is down i;m feel down too... ya.. she has past just a few month.. wat abt me... it going to be half year le... wat i got.... nothing ba... just an empty promise ba...
thing have changes alot... i reali miss the past.... if u ask me wat i regret the most now.. i will ans: nv cherish the past... the 1 i love the most which i nv love tat much b4... the 1 friend i have ard me, all the past... all the happy moment tat i nv cherish... tat wat i regreted the most...
haix.. the the problem with us ba.. the human being... once lost den u know wat is important... this phrase reali make sense... now i know wat important.. and i reali going to carry on cherish it now.. hope everything will be fine for me soon...
btw i falling sick again le... cant fall aslp also... feeling abit hot hot de.. and stomach not feeling well also.. i think i try go make myself slp ba.. don wish to think le... bye reader... hope i can feel better tml...
label: an punishment to me ma?or it for her retribution?song song song.. guitar guitar guitar.. it the only way to numb me know.
i will finish my NS, my university and wait for u.
1:31:00 AM
Saturday, April 18, 2009 (0.')
hihihi... how u guy?...haha...long time no see me ar... not i lazy this time... is cos i very busy the past few day..... can say i got enjoy abit during the past few day... but i can also say i feeling both emotionally and physically tired....
ok during the day b4 13th, was play bball in the morning with hl bro they all... erm there is 1 night went to accompany hl. cos something bad happen to him... i think i should not mention it ba... cos if i mention i will remember of my past..... b4 the 13th, was having a life where morning play basketball, afternoon play com till night... ya...
on the 13th...haha.. was a camp tat i have been waiting for... sorry hl bro cant accompany u all go play bball.... ps.... report to sch at 11am... prepare all the thing needed for tml.. ya.. den practice our dance at night till 11pm and den bath le have our supper... with some friend,.. come back watch some show den slp le..
on the 14th
it was the offical FOC EE Camp...haha.. i was asign to act as an new comer to bring the new comer in... den after tat... we were divide into group... the sl have already have their group.. so the new comer just go to the group to meet us... my group is call astro... each group is futher divide into two more group.. and the group tat come with me, ken, luqman and zhao fan is call astro rocket... haha.. have some ice breaker game at first... den for lunch... den back to have some game den went for dinner... den get them to make some cheer and dance... but we only manage to do the cheer 1st... haha... ok... den have our advanture game... till like 10 plus den went for our bathing.. den we sl have to go for meeting... lol.. alot of meeting de... den we went to bath le..den go meet my group cos they planning their dance... till like 2 am... den we ask them to slp... then i go slp le... cos too tired...
15th
it was the 2nd day of camp.. wake up at 7 am... was told to wake up at that time... or else wanted toslp longer de...lol.. den bring them have thier breakfast... den bring them go practice their dance again... most of the time was i toking and the new comer toking... follow by luqman and ken den zhao fan....den after 1 hr of pratice, they were divided into their own classes... and i was assgin to b13... play some game with them till have lunch.. den after tat was water game.. water game was in group... haha... it was the funnest.... i like this part the most.... wah... but i was being raped....lol... ny the new comer...lol... ok let me explain... when the game was about to end... all my group de new comer come and grap me... making me wanting to fall.. till the 5th guy come grap me.. i cant tah han le.. den i fall...lol.. den they rape me with water... .... and there was mud la.... wth hell.. lucky can wash alway the mud... haha... of cos i get to revenge la... at the battle ship station...which was my station... i get to splash water at them.... haha... song ar.,... ok... den the last game.. was water bomb... haha.. we do the water bomb and throw at them... hahaha,.. fun... den went to wash up.. den have our dinner.... after tat was to go for the dance practice again.... den we sl go for our practice.... so sian... haha.. we tok we cant make it for the dance.. cos was like to rush for us as we got no time to learn...ya... den no choice lor... ok... the new comer do their dance and cheer 1st... den there is some special program.. some singing... haha.. den it the sl turn to dance... woohoo... ended out.. it was ok... we all was ok with the dance.. haha... no camp fire... donno why.. den have our supper... after tat was light off le... but, we nv slp... i went to change 1st...den come down meet the new comer... play some game with the new comer.. at 1st only 5 of us... 2 girl 3 guy... include me... hahahaah.... of cos with a acceptable 1 la... but not choi de.. only acceptable only... which mean slightly above average... slightly.... ya... den play with them the whole night...actually wanted them to slp de.. but cos... if they slp they will ganna drawing on their body.. so they scare till don dare to slp..lol.. ar going to 7am i cant tah han cos too bored le... den slp with kk and 1 guy donno wat name in the hall...where the new comer slp... den kk and the guy ganna draw but i nv..lucky...haha.. den i wake up... saw them ganna draw...lol...
on the 16th...
which was the last day.. haix..think tat it was last day le jiu sian... cos have to leave the girl le...lol... ok.. nothing much on this day..just some breifing... and take some goodies bag...that all... den reach home around 5 plus..den bath awhile slacj awhile.. have dinner...den slp till the next morning le... which is ytd...hahah...wake up eat play com... add alot of ppl in both facebook and msn...lol.....
ya... tat all the enjoyment i have... but i'm tired.. for physically u can tell le ba... .all those game...lol... ya... for emotionally... i don think i wan to say so much le.. let me think abt it 1st....
kk ba..noothing to blog le... tok to u all next time... byebye...hahaa....
label:tired in both physically and emotionally
i will finish my NS, my university and wait for u.
3:36:00 PM
Thursday, April 9, 2009 (0.')
halo... here i'm again.... lol.... nah..boring..nothing to do, so here i'm bloggin as i cant slp anyway..wahahaha... actually don wish to blog on ytd and today de... cos i think i will blog emo thing....lol.... haix...
hhm... let see.. interview a job this afternoon with hl bro. sake ssushi..haha.. hope they can post us to hg point..near ma...haha... but tml den know the ans if they wan hire us ma... it like tat de la.. so wait tml lor..hope it a good news...hahaha....
today my dad very scary sia.. so angry.. cos of my sis... haix.... hope thing getting better...
erm.... donno want to blog wat le...haha.... don blog le la... next time i den blog...lol...
label: let cherish the future=)) look forward!!!
it will be 5/3year and it being 4 month
i will finish my NS, my university and wait for u.
11:03:00 PM
Monday, April 6, 2009 (0.')
yo... long time no c le ba...muhahaha.. lazy and nothing to blog this few day.. but cos very boring now... so here i'm blogging...muhahahaha...sian i injury my arm this morning when i playing basketball... still can lift up my arm but will pain.... ya... sad... erm recently have being playing basketball, play guitar... haha.. last week just celebrate my small sis birthday.... bring her go watch hotle for dog...lol.. was quite nice.... at 1st go watch the movie tok will be very sian... but ended up.. still not bad...haha... can go see....sian... being very tired for alot of thing recently....tok life will be better.. but doesnt seen so without a job now... haix.... tired tired tired,... tired of waking up early play basketball just to train... tired of staying at home. at the same time not feeling like going out.... tired of being alone le....... tired of boredom... etc etc...... haix... still.. the past is the past...miss the past alot... studying together.... drinking together... wk at nite together.. going out together... playing basketball happily with carefree.... go out watch movie.... still my sec life is better.... doesnt mean my ploy friend not good... but wat i mean is that i miss the fun i have during the sec life..... doesnt mean just in sch.... like wat i mention go out watch movie, having chalet playing true or dare.. play card...lol... all this... erm..... still the past is the past.... tat y i say... mermory won be forgotten.... and some of it will be my most percious one...haix... life is like tat... nv cherish the past and u will regret in the future... now i reali realise the important of cherish some thing.. in fact some one.... wat to do... it past le.. so i just have to look forward for the future and cherish every thing every sec..... so i won live with more regret anymore... hate living in the world of regret... sian 2 more week and my sch going to start le... on the 20th april... and it going to be my sch reopen le....arrr1!!! time pls sstop...i haven earn sao money yet.... arrrr..... cant enjoy in ploy if i got no money... sian... some more my fncking pay haven come yet.. 1month plus le lea.. still haven come.. hear tat they have sent the time slot to the finance department le... they are settling asap le... hope i can get my pay soon.. so i can pay my bill... arrr!!!!...sian sian sob sob.. haix....k ba..nothing to blog le.. tml playing guitar the whole day i think..lol.... train for the song lucky by jason marz de.... hope i can play it... arrrr..... bye bye... see me next time.. muhahahaha...Label:cherish every moment i have now....
i will finish my NS, my university and wait for u.
11:48:00 PM
