Monday, March 16, 2009 (0.')
sian... sian sian... looking for job lea.... sian... the stupid kovan rm... trying to show attitude to me sia... i know he hate me cos leave without saying... but he nv ask the reason y i leave 1st... haix... some ppl jiu shi like tat lor....不分清红赵柏.. den any how jump to conclusion lor... haixhaix....
can say i regreted, but cant say tat also..regreted cause now no job le...no money.... can say not regreted cause,....... (cant say)... haha learn something just now....
对我好的人， 我会记得他们。
对我不好的人，我会原谅他们。
心里的话想说却不能大声的说。
心里的痛，却不能让他们知道。
又有谁能了解？？
the above poem quite simple la... can apply to me also....haha... wat to do... cant do anything also...haha... sian.... sian,..... sian la... so cinfuse now.... feel like going depression le... haix....
o ya...very long nv play my guitar le.. sian... got to go and learn some new song le....
haix.... freeaking tired now.... tired of thinking... tired of helping... tired of protecting... tired of being "alone".... tired of alot alot alot of thing...arrrrrr.. so tired.... but i just donno should i... should i just..... the word they say keep flashing in my mind....i think i need some more time to think ba...
wa realise tat i very long nvn write emo post le lea...haha..... today i think it gotcha be emo de ba... haix... ok ba.. back to thinking le ba... next time de npost again ba.. the time i post it got to be i think ook le... ya.... take care every one
Label: think think think....Label: do i still?
i will finish my NS, my university and wait for u.
10:57:00 PM
