Tuesday, March 31, 2009 (0.')
ok back to blog again... cos notice something... it a complicated thing. and it give me an idea of a song...i will just call it heng tong de ai qing.
ji de ma,
wo men zai yi qi de ri zi.
wan le ma?
wo meng shi zhe me gou ri zi.
tong heng...,
tong heng ni suay wo de na shi ke.
bu neng,
bu neng mei you ni de chun zai,
heng tong....
na shi heng tong de ai qing
shui neng.
zai ba wo tai hui guo qu.
ni..... de yin zi.. yi jin bian de heng wo hu le ar.
wo xian zai.. zhao hui, wo meng yi qian de guo qu..
yin wei wo..... yi jing kuai wan le, yi que
yin wei ni... yi jing bu zai wo sheng bian..
tong heng...,
tong heng ni suay wo de na shi ke.
bu neng,
bu neng mei you ni de chun zai,
heng tong....
na shi heng tong de ai qing
shui neng.
zai ba wo tai hui guo qu.
yin wei ni yi bu zai wo shen bian hao jiu,
wo you bu neng mei u ni de chun zai,
wo hao ai ni, you hao xiang ni,
sou yi wo, xiang zao hui wo meng heng tong de ai qing.
wooo owoooo
ni..... de yin zi.. yi jin bian de heng wo hu le ar.
wo xian zai.. zhao hui, wo meng yi qian de guo qu..
yin wei wo..... yi jing kuai wan le, yi que
yin wei ni...
yin wei ni yi jing bu zai wo sheng bian ..
seriously this song is inspiration by some one... not me la... haha... erm i will try form the back ground music when i had tune my guitar .....haha... donno nice anot...haha.. wait till i done with all the song den i post ba...haha... as in post the song...haha...
i will finish my NS, my university and wait for u.
1:05:00 AM
Monday, March 30, 2009 (0.')
hahah,.. long time no c... haha... nv been blogging this few day cos abit no time, lazy, and busy...lol.... haha let say randomly ba....
25/03/09
erm wake up very early...cos going interview cotton on job... wah.. the standard there very hire lea,... so nv get hired... cos got 1000++ go intereview.. den they choosing only 50.... dots.... it was like...suat impossible le... den jiu nv ganna chosen lor..haha... den go find gl...lol... she say i go find zy nv find her ma... so jiu go find her lor...lol... den eat lunch with her...den saw rebacca, den chat awhile den meet yi da...den awhile jiu go home le...lol... den go rest den play com eat dinner den slp lor...haha...
26/03/09
cant rememeber wat happen n this day... if i not wrong i was slping the whole day at home.. playing com ba...lol... didn't go out...cos was tired...if i no wrong is like tat...haha...
27/03/09
oo... didnt wake up for bball with hl they all...cos was very tired... some more my phone on sliene, didnt heard dao hl call me... so jiu nv go in the end le...haha... den wake up ard 11 plus... have my breakfast cum lunch brought by my mum...haha.. eat lor mee...wah the dao gay more den the noddle lor... yuck...den eat le play com... play till ard 3 plus going 4plus... recieve a call from zy... ask me go down... as i told her on her tag board, i will go down de... so i jiu go down lor... lol... eat a bit of claypot rice cook by my mum,..... yummy... very long nv eat le...lol... miss it...ya... den jiu go down amk hub.... look for her lor... chat with her... chat till forget need teach tuition...haha.. den jiu postpone to tml morning lor...haha... help her buy dinner le..den i jiu leave le... den reach home eat abit more cos hungry./...lol...den play com watch tv awhile... chat with mingsheng awhile den watch tv again den jiu go slp le...
lol i got look like ur sch de guy mea... i so rare... who can be like me... so good...lol... no offense ar...haha...
28/03/09
erm.... wake up at 9plus... go teach tuition at ave 8... till 11am den go home prepare everything...cos going to bring my 2 sis go my ah yi house celebrate my small sis de birthday a an advanvce... play mini pool at her house...lol.. very small... need alot of skill de... so it like another ind of training of pool for me...lol... den eat kfc cum pizza hut...call delivery de...haha... wah eat tilll very full... fcuk the kfc store man... give us spoil de coleslaw... hai me cant eat...haix... my favourite coleslaw...haix... nvm... den play at her house till ard going 7 den go home... sit her husband de car go home... reach home bath watch tv den play awhile of com den slp le...lol...
29/03/09
today wake up ard 11... haha... den go out eat... actually teaching tuition de... but postpone to ard 5 like tat...lol...cos haha... accompany some one la... as she wan mocha ice blend from the coffee bean... ( my crystal jade ar... haha... jokin jokin)... o ya some 1 still own me crystal jade also hor.... erm i think she know who she is ba....hahahahahahahahaha.....erm ya... to both of you ar... i don wan crystal jade my bread ar....muahahaha...lol... den chat till like going to 5 den leave... den went to teach tuition... lol.. that kid ar.. is my worst student lor... haix... no choice.. for the sick of earning money jiu have to bear with it lor... haix... lol.. lucky got his sis to help me discipline him....haha.... teach till 7 den went home have dinner... watch tv awhile while my small sis and dad play viwawa game...lol... den play com at nite den go slp at ard 12 ba...lol
30/3/09
erm wake up at 8am.... cos going to play bball with hl they all at sergangoon... lol... wan to go play at seng kang there de...but some lazy.. next time lor...there nicer to play ma..lol...haha... shelter some more... den not so hot.... but the problem is... no water... have to walk to compass point to buy.... arggg.... lol.. den we play till ard going to 12 le den go eat... hl got thing need go meet gf den nv follow us... ate with them den go home le... in bus a fcuking aunty very kpkb sia... the check ez-link card de ppl for nothing get scold by her... den io can tahan her le i turn ard scold her... lol... say wat she just doing her job... for wat complain to her...den b4 tat she got say they government selfish and greedy ma... stilll say wan complain lee sian long...lol.. (donno how to spell) den when quarrel with her tat time i say... got ability de hua go complain lee sian long la... say say only... mouth say chee bye happy ar... lol... like tat say her... den she nopthing to say... den i also keep quite... den when she going down tat time stilll say the check ez link card de.. say tat now she have to pay extra... den i say na bei la... 40cent extra only riite.... come i give u la... i throw the 40 cent at her... den just nice reach the bus stop.. den door open den she alight... she nv pick up the coin...lol... den the check card de was like also shock lor.. but she still got say thank you to me la...lol... reali bu tahan this kind of person lor... they just doing their job ma... for wat go complain and spend her anger at the check card de person...llol.... den reach my stop i jiu go down lor...den jiu go home... on com check something...den bath den feel abit tired den go slp... den... fcuk... i miss my enrollment timing... sian..den have to wait till 10 pm den can choose... cos i over slp...(very tired ma...den forget put alarm also..) den 10 pm choose tat time... cant chosse same as my class mate de... but nvm la...cos not all choose the same.... almost all differetn... haha... den i jiu choose different lor... don need to be the same de ma.. unless both wan to wk at the same company lor...lol... and fight for the place... lol...
haha...ok la tat my event on last week.... haha..
learn something from karim... when you love tat person, don say u don love tat person le... cos u will regret for the rest of ur life... i felt it true...haha...
erm ok... reali need to get tuner from ps bro le... or else bored to death at home le... haix.... sian... want to play guitar at home also cant... cos not tuned properly... donno which itchy hanh of my sis go touch it...arggg.... sian... next time going to put it some where high so they cant reach it le...muhahaha... ok ba..nothing to blog le... going to slp le.. haha... nite every one...
Label:to the very past, to the past, or to the future.a mixture of thinking in my mind
i will finish my NS, my university and wait for u.
11:58:00 AM
Wednesday, March 25, 2009 (0.')
haha.. very long nv blog le wor..haha... been busy this few day.. haha.. got to tune my guitar le.. very bored this few day.. reali need to find some day to go n borrow bro's tuner from bro le... been ard 1 week plus nv play guitar le.. sian like hell... lol... ok let tok abt tis sat and sun and mon and ytd ba.... haha.... 21/3/09satwake up at 9am. prepare everytin ok den went go ps bro hse 1st... den go cine find hl bro and his gf.. sing k box..lol... den after tat when go play guitar hero.. lol.. his gf wan play de...lol... den go play catch bear.... actuall wan catch a bear de... spend a few dollar den think tat later no money use how.. den nv catch le...lol... den go watch movie... watch legend of chu-li.. wasnt very nice la.. haha... but some part still cool... haha... den after tat go get an earpiece and return something... den after have our dinner and den jiu go home le..cos his gf cant go home too late...erm was like abit shag for hl bro lea... cos can c u nv enjoy much... sry ar... den went home on com awhile den slp le...22/3/09sunwake up at 9 plus... have breakfast with parent and den pass something to kelly... ( sry ar so late den pass to you..) den went to cherie hse teach tution.... teach finish le.. tok going to find law and my sis they all.. but abit too late le.. so nv go.. den straight go ps bro de chalet.. erm walk at e hub with them den go back chalet slack... watch campass superstar.. laugh like hell at the aijia..(donno is it this girl, she say wat sing the song for the died friend de)..lol... laugh like hell... lol... den start bbq... den eat, den sing b'dae song, den take photo.(will upload the photo when i recieve it) den back to chalet..play a few round of bluff den go out walk walk... actually wan watch movie de.but no movie... den walk back to chalet..lol.... den play murder.. was quite fun.. reali.. chalet cant miss this game..lol... den around 4 i go home with franky... and his gf.... cos near... cum they all wan slp.. so tired.. den don wan play any thing le... so jiu go home slp better lor... cos nicer bed..lol... haha.. 23/03/09monwake up ard 1pm... wa like pig sia.. no la cos ytd slp at 4plus lea... lol.. den hl bro call for dinner... actuall wan jio ps bro de.. he slping...lol... den i and him go eat lor... den go home try some dota game with him.. den play play play.. till nite le... lol...have dinner den slack awhile at home.. den go play com again... den slp...24/03/09 tuewake up at 8am.. cos bball at 9.. meet hl bro at 8.45.. den go sergangoon.. play awhile raining.. den shag.. den plan to go cpp there de bball court.. cos there got shelter... wa there quite big sia...and quite nice to play... play till 12 plus.. den go home change le.. dengo amk hub find zhiying.. she ask me go find her la..lol.. den walk a big round cant find where she is.. when i was abt to msg her.. she appear le..lol.. accompany her go buy milk tea.. i tok bubble tea de.. ended up is mos burger de..lol... den accompany her chat.. till 4 den go home SLP..lol.. den she have to tahan another 6 hr..hahaha.. wake up ard 6plus have dinner.. den watch tv.. den 12 plus on9.. den now nothing to do jiu blog lor..lol... sian... tml, erm i mean today nothing to do.. sian.. den tml i mean thur going to interview cotton on job i think.. with my sis den ps bro de sis de bf..loll.. hope can get the job..haha.. ok la nothing to blog le... the song next time de upload... cos donno y this few day my com abit laggy..lol.. haha. going to slp le la... nite guy...Label: need a job urgently.. argis this a hint form the god of telling me wat to do?...
how i wish i have an ans now..
it getting me mad
i will finish my NS, my university and wait for u.
1:18:00 AM
Saturday, March 21, 2009 (0.')
erm hi hi... lol.. boring now ar.. so come here to blog..recently have been sick also... sian.. down with serious flu and nose block.. arr.. irritating... lol.... cant slp for many day le.. very late den slp.. donno y... maybe still thinking ba.. haix.. have been looking for job sia.. like fail lea...sian.. got to find some more le... if not no money use le...sian..
haix.. tml hong leong birthday le.. got to go and celebrate with his gf and pohseng... haha.. last year nv celebrate with my this two bro.. this year got to pay back le...lol... tml.. erm no can say is oday hl b'dae... tml ps b'dae le...lol.. this 2 day got to burn my pocket le... sian..... some one got job pls intro..thank alot..haha...
haix... gayan u might be rite... haha.. thank... but i still need some time... ya.. let me think a little more...ok.. haha.. thank anyway...
ya... time might help... and may not help.. so.. still have to depend on fate and destiny...prehape destiny more ba..lol... sometime i donno isit heaven trying to fool me or wat sia....lol.. when time to forget.. it appear in my dream... when time to let go.. thing happen ard me(like song tat suddenly played or ppl word) told me not to...lol... donno is fated or wat sia.... sian... tat y i need time to figure out sometin... a riddle inside me......a very hard riddle tat need a very strong brain to break...
there a song very nice... i listen it recently...haha.. enjoy ba... (will post the song later..very laggy...hehe)
为了十月六号那一天
我走遍了几条热闹的街
只为了寻找一份礼物
你喜欢的生日礼物
就在你生日的那一天
我把礼物送到你家门前
你说不必了不是说好了
已分手了嘛
*********
你曾说过分手后
还可以做朋友
我送你礼物你却不接受
还叫我忘了你
从此不要再联络
让彼此都快乐
你曾说过分手后
还可以做朋友
我你礼物你却不接受
还说我会找到一个
比你更好的女人
*****************
为了十月六号那一天
我走遍了几条热闹的街
只为了寻找一份礼物
你喜欢的生日礼物
就在你生日的那一天
我把礼物送到你家门前
你说不必了不是说好了
已分手了嘛
*********
你曾说过分手后
还可以做朋友
我送你礼物你却不接受
还叫我忘了你
从此不要再联络
让彼此都快乐
你曾说过分手后
还可以做朋友
我送你礼物你却不接受
还说我会找到一个
比你更好的女人
********
此刻再也忍不住
眼泪不停地滑落
颤抖的双手捧着礼物
往回走
你曾说过分手后
还可以做朋友
我送你礼物你却不接受
还叫我忘了你
从此不要再联络
让彼此都快乐
你曾说过分手后
还可以做朋友
我送你礼物你却不接受
还说我会找到一个
比你更好的女人
*********
把礼物留着给她更适合
haha.. wat u all think?.. and wat you think? u say after break up we still can be very good friend... and it was u who say let be friend better... now?.. it like stranger.. is it wat it should be after every break up? no it not... like zhiying and me.. we still contact.. still good friend.... like welmen abd kelly.. they still chatting happily... but wat is it now.. is it u telling me to stop?.. but y heaven telling me other thing... y ppl telling me other thing... haix.. ppl doesnt mean my friend.. i mean some one else... haix.... sign*... wat to do.... fate ba...
Label: fate and destiny baLabel: u are just like tat... when ur mind are fix.. and tat wat u want..can i still say it? or i just lecturing?
i will finish my NS, my university and wait for u.
1:24:00 AM
Tuesday, March 17, 2009 (0.')
用表白 换一份期待
能不能就少一点忐忑 无奈
心还 绕着你徘徊
难道 真是爱
泪水流过 才明白
爱不爱 原来心里早已 存在
幸福 不在千里外
haha... nice.?.. i find it interesting also.. learn it from somewhere de..haha... boring sia... nothing to do.. sian.. actually going out de...but... from alot.. become alittle go only... den jiu abit sian diao den nv go lor..... very sian... haix... how i wish one day the 7 of us can go out together sia... hai.... i tin it nv be the same le... last time the seven of us unite and have fun... now, scattered le....=(... sad sia.... no more the same from the past le lea... sux.... so much fun in the past... but now no more le... haix... wat happen..is this our destiny again? or someone fate?... i reali hate like tat sia... happy being together at first...but ended in such a way.... wth wtf... how i wish i can have a wish tat can be granted... ya... ok ba...nothing to write le... next time den blog.. or maybe later when i free ba.... siannn......
Label: back to the past
Label: siannnnnn
i will finish my NS, my university and wait for u.
4:55:00 PM
Monday, March 16, 2009 (0.')
sian... sian sian... looking for job lea.... sian... the stupid kovan rm... trying to show attitude to me sia... i know he hate me cos leave without saying... but he nv ask the reason y i leave 1st... haix... some ppl jiu shi like tat lor....不分清红赵柏.. den any how jump to conclusion lor... haixhaix....
can say i regreted, but cant say tat also..regreted cause now no job le...no money.... can say not regreted cause,....... (cant say)... haha learn something just now....
对我好的人， 我会记得他们。
对我不好的人，我会原谅他们。
心里的话想说却不能大声的说。
心里的痛，却不能让他们知道。
又有谁能了解？？
the above poem quite simple la... can apply to me also....haha... wat to do... cant do anything also...haha... sian.... sian,..... sian la... so cinfuse now.... feel like going depression le... haix....
o ya...very long nv play my guitar le.. sian... got to go and learn some new song le....
haix.... freeaking tired now.... tired of thinking... tired of helping... tired of protecting... tired of being "alone".... tired of alot alot alot of thing...arrrrrr.. so tired.... but i just donno should i... should i just..... the word they say keep flashing in my mind....i think i need some more time to think ba...
wa realise tat i very long nvn write emo post le lea...haha..... today i think it gotcha be emo de ba... haix... ok ba.. back to thinking le ba... next time de npost again ba.. the time i post it got to be i think ook le... ya.... take care every one
Label: think think think....Label: do i still?
i will finish my NS, my university and wait for u.
10:57:00 PM
Saturday, March 14, 2009 (0.')
yoyoyoyo... how every 1..haha... very long nv c dao me post le ba...haha... cos been very busy... haha... okok.. let strat from monda...haha...09/03/09tis day..haha.. nvm nothing... okok.. erm wake up veryveryvery early... at 5.45 jiu wake up le.. must be wandering i holiday le y still wake up so early ba...haha... cos goiing to work...haha... at expo... cos there got furniture fair for 4 day.. den work there lor... hl bro call me go de... work as like ppl come to the counter den get a pass from us den can enter the hall to see the furniture... those furniture is for world wide trader only...lol... alot of very nice furniture... like it alot...haha... some of it is limited edition some more... and some of it only like the whole world only got 1 set...haha... den wk till like going to 6 plus..den end wk... haha... make quite a few friend... haha... wa realise that in this world reali got alot of rich ppl around the world wor...haha....10/03/09today wake up early also... same time do the same thing...haha... same time end wk also.. haha..but 2day after wk nv go home straight..instead go hg pt... have dinner with bro...haha... haha... 3 of us very long nv like tat eat dinner le wor..haha... den go chat chat... chat till like going 9 den jiu go home le.. cos my small sis got home wk to ask me.... 11/03/09same thing again......... enjoy the time with my collegues...haha.. same time go home again... but 2day nv meet ps bro... haha12/03/09same thing again... haha... but today end wk at 5pm... got to miss my collegues..haha... went home straight... cos going to camp... went home le pack my clothes den straight away go out le.. haha... go meet sam 1st... eat dinner and chat chat...haha.. wa this few day got alot of ppl say xing shi to me sia...lol... haha... den ard 9 went to sch for my camp... actually the camp is morning de....but i special...haha.. den jiu go at night...haha... wa we stay in like a flat lea...haha.... like chalet lea... they say we are the most lucky batch... cos we the 1st who stay in this kind of room during our ee foc camp (training)...haha... den chat chat...play card.. till like going to 4 plus le den some cant take it le... say wat tml will be very tired day... so all go sllp.. den 7am wake up...lol... 13/03/09wake up at 7am.. all go wash up den eat breakfast... haha..... den have morning run den learn dance...lol... den have luch...guess wat we having for lunch...lol... bbq... haha.. we buy the own food buy sch pay... wa.. have very full... den rest awhile we have water game.. 1st 2 round nv get wet de...but.... ganna sabo... lol.... play alot of fun game... very fun... make quite a few friend also... haha... den have dinner ard 7 plus.. den jiu end of day le...lol...14/03/09i pon morning run 2day jsut to slp.. cos ytd nite very late very late den slp...haha... den the whole week like nv slp enough...haha... wake up at 8 plus... den go for dance lesson...haha... finish up all the move today..haha.. will let u all c our dance in the facebook...haha...lol.. den have our lunch... den do alot of some thing..haha... den end our camp at ard 6 plus... haha.. going to have another camp on 8to10... this is the preparation camp... den 13 to 16 is the offical ee foc camp...haha... going to have lot of fun ba... haha.... this few nite have been chating with my friend... chat abt quite alot of thing.. haha.. finally i realise.... fate reali can be created by us... destiny is already been decided b4 we born... example... we are destiny to be together.. and is fate tat brought us together...get it?....haha... we created fate 1st.. but is destiny tat think tat we should be together ma... haha...get it?haha... i going to create more fate... ya.. joking la.. let natural take the place... haha... seriously... i still very confuse..tat y i this few day cant slp well... reali very confuse... label: u know wat.. after so long, i still do .... ...
label: very tired... but just cant slp.........
i will finish my NS, my university and wait for u.
9:17:00 PM
Sunday, March 8, 2009 (0.')
yoyo..haha...back here le...haha.. sian... my com de charger spoilt sia... den nnow using my sis de com... monday den can go repair.... sian... haha... erm actually i very confuse now... haix.. abt something...b4 tat let tok abt wat happen the past 3 day ba.... haha...
6/3/09 fri
my uncle call me go help him wk... den prepare ok le... wk at ard 1.30 pm... to 6plus going 7pm... den eat dinner den go home.... den went home change le, go meet some 1 tat i nv expect tat they will call me to meet them..lol.... drink a couple of beer with them and chat abit... den go donno where de.. haha... drink abit more of wiskey... haha... i think cos of the beer den i got the feeling of vomiting sia...lol.. cos i don like to drink beer de ma...haha... den till ard 3plus going 4 am den go home....
*thank for sharing so much with me... i believe u can do it de...(upgrading)... ya.. haha.. good luck ok... didn realli tell u all much abt mine thinking... next time will tell u all more..ya.... take care...
7/3/09 sat
wake up at 10am.. eat breakfast den use awhille of com, my charger spoilt.. den jiu nv play com le... den goo slp.... slp till 4plus going 5 pm wake up hungry again, den eat dinner early lor...lol... den watch tv watch till 9 plus... den go slp le... den stupid karim play donno wat MIA... lol.. nv tell me early... haix me donno wat to say to bro...lol... next time tell me early ma...lol... haha...den cant fall aslp.... cos was think of wat they told me ytd.... den jiu nv go slp... den jiu go watch tv watch till 3am...den slp...
8/3/09 sun
wake up ard 11... den eat breakfast den go meet hl go kovan interview job.... but the incharge de not there... so tml den go again...haha... den went to mac eat hl de double cheese burger...lol... den go hgm find job... but some wan full timer some have to wait aprail den can interview...lol... den no choice lor... we go hg pt interview ntuc de..haha.. wirte form le den wait for phone call lor...haha... den i go hg pt there de court bball... play awhile den a match den i go home le... den go home slp awhile... but cant slp... den jiu come here blog lor....
i have alot of thing suddenly questioning in my mind... friend say don... they say hold on.. my heart is having a mixture of both... i donno wat to do sia... shagged... reali shagged... haix think blog till here 1s ba... next time den continue... byebye...
Label: very run in my mind now...
i will finish my NS, my university and wait for u.
5:27:00 PM
Friday, March 6, 2009 (0.')
here a quiz... haha... some one sms me to do de...l?ol...
ask at 10 people to do this quiz once u have finish the quiz
1)shi wei
2)cherie
3)law
4)cherilyn
5)boon yuen
6)my sis
7)jiaming
8)chermaine
9)kai jie
10)zixin
quiz
1) u believe in fate/destiny?
ya
2)what do u want in your life now?
erm.. everyone happy, especially her..=)
3)do you intend to make relationship complicated?
of cos no la...
4)who always make you laugh?
me myself
5)who are you missing right now?
secret...
6)if you have to choose, friend or love?
depend...
7)what is life to u?
erm... a living thing.. ya..
8)if u have some thing troubling u what will you do?
hide it ba... till cant take it jiu go drink lor...till drunk den forget everything faster...
9)who do u admire(not like) the most?
donno
10)when is our birthday?
28/7/1991
11)what do you do when your are moody?
make myself tired like go play bball, drink, slp.
12)who is/are the person/people you trust most?
last time is her... now only my bro ba...
13)do you believe in seeing the rainbow after a rain?
ya.. nice...
14)if you have a dream come true what will it be?
live happily ever after with my love and everyone happy=)
15)do you believe in eternity love?
last time i do, but not anymore
16)what feeling u love the most?
to see everyone ard me happy..
17)what feeling you hate the most?
being betray and ..... the feeling i had now...
18)who care for you the most?
i don think there is anymore le ba...
19)what do you think is the most important thing in your life?
currently now, family and friends ba...
20)what do you do if nobody care for you any longer?
erm use to it le la...
21)what will you do if your bf/gf two-timed you?
erm... let her choose lor...either him or me.... she chose who she happy can le ma... she happy i happy... cause i love her. and got to let her choose her own happiness...ya..=)
haha the end... still got one more quiz sia... wait ar... is ask by cherie, my sis and karim...
1. Besides Ur lips, where is the favorite spot to get kissed?
errm.. cheek~ i guess
2. How do u feel when u wake up this morning?
erm ok lor..
3. Who was the last person u took photo with?
i fculking long nv take photo le lea. i think is her ba...
4. Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
erm think not reali ba.. from young parent jiu very strict le.. i hate it.. haha..
5. Would you ever donate blood?
ya.. can save life ma..good lea...
6. Have you ever had a best friend who was the opposite sex?
erm got....
7. Do u wan someone dead?
of cos no la..aiyo...
8. What does ur last text message says?
lol.. i delete away le la.. forget le..haha...
9. What are u thinking right now?
erm earn money...
10. Do you wish someone to be with you right now?
erm next time den tell u all...haha..
11. What is the time you go to bed last night?
1am puls ba
12. Where did you buy the T-shirt you are wearing now?
dunno. siao so long le how i remember...
13. Is someone on ur mind right now?
there alway is...
14. Who was the last person who texted you?
kelly
10 people tagged to do this quiz.
1)shi wei
2)cherie
3)law
4)cherilyn
5)boon yuen
6)my sis
7)jiaming
8)chermaine
9)kai jie
10)zixin
15. Who is 2 having a relationship with?
o my sis and law lor
16. Is 3 a male or female?
male
17. If 7 and 10 get tgt,would it be a good thing?
erm..no idea.. i think still can make it ba..haha...
18. What is 1 studying about?
engineering
19. When was the last time u had a chat with them?
erm ytd ba...
20. Is 4 single?
nope..
21. Say something about number 2?
stm
22. What do you think about 3 & 6 being tgt?
erm.. they already together le.. still quite good..haha...
23. Describe 9?
o blacky ar...haha..
24. What will you do if 6 n 7 fight?
impossible la...they donno each other...haha..
25. Do you like 8?
donno lea...haha...
the end of quiz 2..haha.. okok la.. laterat night den blog..haha.. going to prepare and go wk at my uncle there le..haha... cya 2nite if i have time to use ....haha...
i will finish my NS, my university and wait for u.
11:37:00 AM
Thursday, March 5, 2009 (0.')
woohoo.... sian now sia... this morning(5/3/08) wake up at 8am..by hl...while ytd nite slp at 3am.... so slp only 5 hr... den go meet hl play basket ball... paly awhile ps come... wa very long the 3 of us play ball together le...haha... play till 12 rain den stop... den go mac rest awhile...den go eat... eat fish soup rice...lol... quite nice... very long nv drink dao like tat de soup le... haha... eat ok le den take cab back hg... den pei ps buy drink while hl go home.... den my sis call me go ktv...den go lor.. meet them(my sis and law) ard 3... at hg cc... sing till 7pm... wa quite ex lea...lol... sian...reali no money le..haix... wth...haix.... reali have to hunt for job le... or else...die.... haha...think going to stay at home till i found a job le..lol...haha...
got to go kovan and get my typhoid le... cos no pay from mac if nv get it...lol... den got to find job le... or else no money to use le...lol
erm ya... life is just slightly better for me... other den job thing.. got event to fill up my life... but.. it still different... haha.. nvm.. slowly ba... haha... wat past is past le. now just have to apdat to the future..haha... so, ya... haha....
hehe... very long nv play my guitar le..lol... got to touch up abit le...lol...hha... and ya... still editing the song...lol,... haha...
sian... been like playing pool, bball, and gym... nothin much...lol... haix... got to brighten my life abit...haha... yeah...
sometime just want to say....nvm..nothing..lol..haha... it like tat..some time somthing are just hard to say, hard to show...hard to do... and hard to let u know.... get wat it mean... nvm ba..haha...
ok ba... nothing to write le.... post the song when i'm done ok...haha... bye..>.^
Label: new life le ma?Label: can i say?my special memory
i will finish my NS, my university and wait for u.
11:34:00 PM
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yoooyoo..nv c me for how long me.lol... haha/.. have been busy looking for job sia.. sian... must wait for interview sia...lol.. okok....let tok abt something tat i have been missing so far ba..haha...
2/3/09
lol... wake up by hl bro... cos ask me go play bball.,.. den 8 jiu wake up le... bath,prepare ok den go meet him.... den take bus to sergangoon interchange there... haha... den wait for them ok den we start our game..till ard 12 we went for our lunch... den go home le... den rest awhile den play a few round of dota with them... lol... till lunch den rest awhile den f
forgoten need teach tution... postpone the time by 1hr..haha... den teach finish le go home den play dota again at night...lol... den slp le...haha...
3/3/09
wake up ard going 12..meet hl bro for lunch cum breakfast..lol.. den home for dota again..till like 3plus... go bath prepare den meet my sis and law at ps... cos go find job...lol..... go walk walk awhile den go kovan play pool....lol... still quite ok with my skill..haha... den have dinner at the punggo nasi lemark...damn ex la..lol... and thing also very little... but still ok la... 4 chopstick... haha... den went home le... reach home dota again..lol.. nothing to do jiu like tat ma..haha.. cos my life now._______...hahaha..den slp ard going to 3 am...lol...
4/3/09
this morning wake up..mum brought breakfast give me eat le...lol..thank.. haha.. den went gym with law...lol..been long time i have been going to gym le..haha.. gym till 2 plus den go hg plaza play pool again..lol.. no choice my life is like tat now..haha... den went home bath le go meet law again.. cos going ps watch movie...haha... today watch k-20... it like yizhi mei tat show..hhaha... erm abit bored, but still ok la... 3 popcorn for tat..haha....den went to kovan pool again..haha... haix, 2day wasnt very happy with my shot..lol... although some shoot was quite nice, but wasnt happy overall...lol... donno y... unable to focus... haha... don care la... maybe something have been bothering me alot ba...haix... nvm.. don tok abt it..haha... going to live on happily ma...haha... bleahx... ok den ard 10 plus go home... have my dinner...den rest awhile den bath den wait for my dad play finish his viwawa game... den i get to use the internet..haha.. den here i blogging again lor..haha...
recently have been thinking of a song remember?...haha... i found some word to fill in my song le..haha... some inspiration from some one special..lol... no la... actually is from chermaine blog... her word give me some inspiration...lol...
erm will post the song lyric when i have edit finish the song...haha... so stay tune for my new song...haha... okok?,,,,haha....o ya..the title of this song: secret 1st..haha... next time den tell u all...haha... bleahx=) >.^ ...haha...
oya... more and more ppl have been falling sick le.. pls take care everyone... drink more water and have plenty of rest ok..haha... take care=)
Label: actually all those is wat i wan to say... Label: my life have change cos of u...
It painful to c u like tat.ya.
i will finish my NS, my university and wait for u.
1:30:00 AM
Monday, March 2, 2009 (0.')
haha... nv will i know.... it an lesson again.. another lesson ba...haha... a changes, change the whole person... lol agree?...haha.. u nv know.... when a person will change...life is unfair, but this unfairness is just an lesson... get wat i mean..haha...love sux, but love give happiness.. lol... wat a conflict... ppl live in the world full of love. it give happiness but it hurt... u know wat ppl live for? love, money or just cause of the sick of living..... lol wat ur choices? ppl live in the world of love are stupid.. but they live in happiness... ppl live in the world of money they are clever, but they all too busy... ppl live cause of the sick of living cos they going to die soon... is tat wat ur explaination?haha... remember i had tok about a story tat i read last time,...lol... i had read finish le... lol.. i will just say abt the ending ba... haha... cos i also forgot where i stop le... ok let just start from they had alot of quarrel.. they quarrel alot of time cos of something...(the something very long. just take it as something)... finally, the boy tok the girl tat wat she want... but the girl reply tat she is tired... very thing have been change.. and she is tired... and the girl say tat is better to break up.... the boy was disappointed... the boy nv agree at first...and he just went home... the break up thing have not been mention for a few day... den one day the boy ask the girl again... this time the girl still want a break up.. so the boy just agree... cos he had think.. think alot...he think tat it better for her to be happy if he reali love her... so the boy agree... a few month later, the girl had a new boyfriend....the boy wasnt sad.. he is happy for the girl.. but when ever the girl need help, the boy will just try to help the girl secretly... the boy also found out that the girl had a diary of their past.. and he borrow it form the girl's sis... he read all of it.. realise tat he had done alot of thing wrongly... he wrote down all the thing tat the girl want.. after tat, he tried to past the note to the current boyfriend the girl having... but on the day when the boy tried to go find the girl boyfriend, he met an accident. the boy was seriously injury... he had an 8 hr of operation. the doctor the his parent to be prepared for the worst. the girl didn't know abt it. the boy was in the critical state.. and he manage to wake up and tok to his parent for a few moment. he told his parent tat he don want the girl to know that he got the accident cos of wanting her to be happy for the rest of her life by passing the letter to the boy..... in stead, the boy wrote a letter for the girl... and ask his parent to pass to her. and also pass the letter tat is for her boy freind to her also.. on tat day, the boy die. the letter was given to her when the girl went for his funeral when she heard tat he had die... after the furneral, the girl went home and read the letter... the letter said:dear the girl,
when u have seen this letter, i may not be in the world anymore. i just want to tell you i'm sorry. i had read ur dairy, and i know tat i nv take very good care of you. have been hurting you.. i'm sorry.. i nv knew it till the day i read ur dairy....but it was too late le.. u had left me for another guy. but i'm happy for you. but i hope tat guy will treat u better than i do... so i had wrote a letter for him. pls pass it to him. you know wat, i will nv forget the time i had with you. the love we had. the time we went through. nv forget all the "1st time" we had like givin you flower, kiss, movie,etc, all the first time.. ya.. u make me grow. although u hurt me, but i don blame u. is i make u tired at the first place.so i don blame u. watever it is.. i hope tat u will live on happily without me. all the while i had tried helping u secretly. but sometime there is something tat i cant help u. tat was when i felt that i'm useless, and hopeless... wat ever it is.. i just want to tell u... i love you... remember to pass the letter to ur boyfriend.. it will bring u happiness. pls. don be sad after reading all this.. continue to live happy with ur bf...
love you
the boy..
the letter was written with tear... as there are droplet on the paper of letter for her... after she had finish reading, she open out the letter that is for her boyfriend. she read it, and she blast with tears. she cried saddly for the whole day. cos the letter wrote all the thing tat the girll realli want from her love ones.. all.... all of it that she want....the girl was so touch tat she cried... but she know tat it too late le.. cos the boy had die le... so the girl continue to live with the her boy friend now... as wat the boy want.. tat the end of the story.. i donno how to summrise the ending part ar.. so sound abit not nice... haha... but it quite touching la... u tin la... for girl: if u had break up with ur past bf, and he secretly help u do alot of thing or fulfuill alot of thing, and even write all the thing tat u reali want ur love ones to do it for u to ur bf.. will u touch?...lol... i donno.. cos there just very few guy will do this kind of thing...lol... haha..lol... this story is abit same as the lesson tat i say.. this the boy live in the world of love, money, and at the end in the world of the sick of living....the boy live in the world of love where he and the girl love one another deeply.. but the boy also live in the world of money in the center part. making him busy, den no time accompany the girl. den back to the world of love again, where he is hurt, and denlastly in the world of the sick of living. which causes his lfe at the end...lol...seriously, life is just unfair. and we just have to live with it.. learn from it. as ppl change, we have to accept it. some but not all... get it...haha... ok ba.. i going to slp le... later have to wake up at 8am. for a bball with hl bro and friend. afternoon still have to go play pool with sch friend...lol... so nite reader.. anything just call me... Label: life is just unfair to me, but wat can i do. it fated, my destiny.love you
the boy
i will finish my NS, my university and wait for u.
12:15:00 AM
