Saturday, February 28, 2009 (0.')
yoyoyo...believe it... i just woke only sia... as i mean, i till now den wake up..lol..cos ytd go ton ma..haha.. lie to parent tat i go camp... so i can den ton de...haha.. ok let tok abt ytd ba...
27/02/09erm morning wake up at 6.15.like tat... den go bath le go sch... have my breakfast 1st... den go for exam... erm quite easy but abit careless..haha... think a b is still possible...haha.. finally exam finish le... so we going to nick's house celebrate it..haha... but we go suntec watch movie 1st...haha... watch marley and me.. funny, sad, and quite nice la..haha... watch till 2 plus like tat,....den go walk walk awhile.. cos later going eat sakae sushi... but hl bro call me... for a bball game... den i nv go eat with them... went to serangoon find him.. play a few match.. last match is very rough... with other ppl de la... they play till fcuking rough lor... my hand, back all injury sia... lol... play till 6, take train back to suntec cos from there go nick house...lol... reach there, sam still with his friend eating, den i jiu eat my dinner 1st... haha... cos very hungry..haha.. den eat le go back find them... den jiu go nick house le... haha.. at there 1st tin i do is go bath 1st..lol... cos very hot after the bball game..lol.. haha... bath le den play some card game, guitar, chat... till around going 11, we go eat supper.. haha..at 1st going to eat katong laksa de.. but close le...lol... so nv eat... haha... den jiu eat the shao rou fan beside the katong laksa store... eat finish le, den go 7-11 buy some drink... ahaha.. den went back to nick house... lol.. den play card, guitar, and chat again... den awhile later, was piss off lor... some of them slp... wth... come out ton den slp...haix... donno ton for wat lor... but cant blame la... they got train the next day... i think we choose a wrong day to celebrate le lor... still planning to drive nick unlce car go out explore... or just use leg go out walk walk explore explore... but, haix... everything ruin.. was quite disappointed... den left me sam yusof jm and lieon.... we sit near the balcony...chat lor.. chat abt our past..haha.. den till 5 plus all go slp le... den i play com awhile... freaking boring den also go slp.. haix.. den 7 all wake up... den all go wash up den leave nick house le... den some go home, some go eat.. me sam and yusof go city hall walk walk 1st den go eat.. cos the haven open ma... haha.. ate burger king de breakfast.. their harshbrown so cute de.. small and round de...haha... erm still quite nice la.. haha... den after tat jiu go home le..haha.. den after tat jiu slp till now lor... lol.. den just eat finish den jiu come blog le... haha.. haix.. next time if going ton again, make sure next day all of us is free de... den can have alot of fun le... haix...
ok tat all abt ytd..haha.. this few day may be busy looking for job... haha... so anything just call me or sms me...
btw remember the song the darkness tat i post tat time?... there some changes..just scroll down and c.. the title has also been change=)
actually got alot of thing to say de... but, i don think i should tell... haix...
lastly, have been writing a new song, still finding some word to filll in some of the blank in my song.... to express some thing out.. haha.. will post the song too..haha.... take care everyone...
Label: TiredLabel: tin tat in my heartlearning is not childplay, no pain, no gain
i will finish my NS, my university and wait for u.
5:57:00 PM
Thursday, February 26, 2009 (0.')
告诉我 怎么能 忘记你的笑容 告诉我 怎么做 才是普通朋友
found this on friend msn nick... quite meaningful... to me..yay... lol..
i will finish my NS, my university and wait for u.
12:23:00 AM
Wednesday, February 25, 2009 (0.')
yo... back to blog again le...haha... how every1... quite long nv go look 4 my friend le... donno how u all.. haha... erm me busy studying now lor... waiting for the last paper on fri jiu ok le...haha... den after tat going to have camp...haha.... ok ba.. le tok abt wat happen this few day ba..
23/02/09wake up at 11 like tat den have breakfast with mum... den jiu go sch le.. nv study... cos no mood..haha... den jiu play dota lor... alone.. den sam wan play... den jiu a group of ppl play le..lol...play play play till going 6...den stop... study awhile den jiu go le... acctually wan go home de.... but go home nothing to do... so go lot 1 lor...lol... at first go me jia ming andyusof de...but yusof suddenly got thing on... so he nv go le...den go lot 1 eat long john again... lol... eat den tok awhile... denactually wan watch movie de..but i budget...so nv watch...haha... den sit at mac chat... chat alot of thing... very funny... 20 years later... i going to open a resturant.... every 1 must come ar... haha.. chat till 10 plus... den go home le...haha... reach home bath le jiu slp le...
24/02/09same wake up 11 go eat breakfast with mum... den jiu go sch le....nv study also... watch se diao yin xiong zhuang with jeff... haha.. watch till eposide 19 den we play dota le...haha... again dota sia....lol... tat our life in sch lor...haha....actually just pass thing to sam den have to go le...but suddenly wan play...den 1 round den go...haha... play till 3 plus den i jiu go le... go ps meet law... cos actually going interview de... but at the end nv....haha... cos something on..haha... den jiu go play pool.. wait 4 my sis come....den play awhile jiu go le...haha.... cos my sis eating dinner outside...lol... they eat long john again... lol... ard 8plus go take mrt home le...haha... in mrt saw miss toh... my sec sch form teacher... lol... chat awhile den i have to alight le...lol...den go home lor... eat dinner le den wait 4 my sis use ok com i den use com lor... den awhile later i go slp le...
25/2/092day over slpt... actually meetin jia ming at 9 de. but i overslpt... 8.30 den wake up..lol...haha... den go sch lor... wait with him for his friend.,..lol... erm long story..so don elaborate le...haha.. wait till 11 plus den the girl come out le..lol... den go alumni club hse eat... lol.. i nv go there b4 sia...and i nv know it in our sch...haha.. cant blame ma... i hardly stay in sch last time...haha... either pontan or after sch jiu rash home le... lol... so cant blame me..haha.. eat fish and chip... erm quite filling la... haha.. drink honey lemone... after tat we jiu go study le..with his friend..lol... study and play guitar during break...haha... teach jia ming a bit tin abt guitar... haha... slowly learn and u can de ...haha.. den study finish 2 paper jiu nv study le...cos everything the same... haha..,. den play guitar.. while jia ming and his friend da qing ma qiao... haha... play till hong hao ask us wan paly dota ma.. den i play on jia ming com... den jia ming jiu play my guitar..haha... den da qing ma qiao with his friend again.. was like i at there quite pahsae..haha... don dare to disturb them.haha.. let jm enjoy ma..haha.. den i jiu play 3 round of dota with hong han, nick, and lieon... haha... play 3 round 3 round they tok i jai ming.. say many time i boon kiat le but they still call jm..lol... den abt 5 plus we do find nick they all while jia ming send his friend go take bus..lol...purposely create this chance for him de..haha... den ard 6 jiu go home le..haha... den reach home actually going eat with law de..but my dad got tabao food for me.. den nv le lor..haha... budget ma... or else this fri no money use.... haha....
den here blogging le lor...haha... hope faster AC test finish..den reali can enjoy le... haha.. ok ba..nothing to blog le... haha
*karim- hei i found ur song..westlife de close..u online i send u...*jia ming- slowly learn... and slowly got chance den grab it...lol*chermaine- sorry ytd accidentally press dao and call you...sorryLabel: faster test finishLabel: sorry u nv know the book by judging the cover
i will finish my NS, my university and wait for u.
9:01:00 PM
Sunday, February 22, 2009 (0.')
hai... i donno if i had done the right thing ma. really donno. but wat i wan is just bless. nothing le. i donno if wat i had done will make her angry ma. suddenly got alot of bad feeling. really. just simplely wanting to bless u all. ya.. hai. if wat i had done is wrong, i'm sorry. really sorry.just want to tell you. i had nothing much that i can do for you. just a simple thing i had done. i hope it won make u angry.. lastly take care.haix. let tok abt wat happen the pass few day ba,..[19/2]
it my 1st day of exam. haha... had advance math. erm still can do la.. haha.. nv study much... got reason la.. but i don wish to say.. haha... secret..haha... lol... after test went to have lunch with friend... den go study... lol.. tml math again... but is engineering math... haha... after this sem, we are free from math le... but will miss it.. cos overrall my strongest subject is still math ma... haha... nv reali study.. cos all very confident le...lol.. except me... cos i nv listen to class ma...ahha... but in the i also nv study..haha.. also go play with them awhile... den go find some 1..cant say who,... cos will get kill...haha... [20/2]
had engineering math at 2 pm... mornin go eat with mum... den go sch le.. haha... erm paper quite easy la... but some very tricky... think can get at least an B ba...haha... after paper went to slack awhile at someplace in sch... actually going to study AEL de... but cos going to teach tution, den nv study... go home but bag 1st, eat dinner, den i jiu go teach tution le.. haha... teach till 8 den go... study abit.. but totally don understand... cos i totally nv listen to lecture abt this topic... cos... erm i think i don say better ba..haha... not cos i nv pay attention in class hor... is other reason...haha... den no choice lor... call my friend tml go sch early teach me... lol... den around 10 jiu go slp le... but cant fall slp... wait till like going 1plus i den fall aslp... [21/2]
wake up at 5 pm... very very tired... cos ytd nite nv slp well... den go wash up, bath le jiu go sch... actually wan slp in bus for awhile de.. but just cant fall aslp..haix.. donno y... nowadays, my appetite drop by alot le. den like very late den can fall aslpl... actually i reali ver tired de..but..haix.. i donno y just cant fall aslp...haix... reach sch around 6.45am... den wait for my friend, jeffrey. den study all the important thing... cant expect that i can 1 shot learn all ba.. but i just can remember all..lol... donno y.. in test, i can do almost all... lol... i tin can also at least get an B... haha... lol... hope so..lol....haha... after tat i, sam, yusof, and lieon, (they are some of the clique that i always hang with in sch) go hougang with me... lol...cos that time i go cck with them ma. den now they come hg with me lor...haha... eat kfc at mall. den go shop for sam thing.. he buying present for his friend... but nv found anything nice den jiu nv buy... go plaza play pool... wa now plaza de cue ver worst lea... so we play 1 round den jiu nv play le... we go kovan play... haah.. play arcade at first...den go play pool... haix.. think abt it...actually pool cause me to be like tat lor... like wat some of u all know ba.... cos of pool, haix. don tok abt it le ba... haix.. donno is it my skill improve le or they lousy... 1v1 i win all...haha... so i overrall winner.2nd is samuel,3rd is lieon and last is yusof. i think is i lucky ba...haha... now actually i hate pool.. every time i play pool, i will think of something. which reali is my fault lor. haix... donno wat to say la.. i indeed is a failure... till now den realise wat she want.... haix.... and it too late le..haixafter pool, we go amk cos they want watch movie.... reach there, all the movie quite late le.. so nv watch lor... jiu just play arcade... saw hl and crystal in there.haha... den play till like going 9 le go coffee bean sit and chat while waiting for bro to end wk... haha.. so coincendent lor.. the 3 brother is at amk hub... i, ps and hl is the 3 bro..haha... actually quite long nv go out 2gether le... sine new year eve... erm chat abt alot of thing with them... haha... tok abt one another life...lol... next time i tin they will share more ba..haha... cos only sam and i share the most...lol... cos sam is like have a better realtionship with me then the other.. .den i is like any1 also have good with...haha... cos i the joker around them ma..haha.. tok till like 10 den all jiu left le...lol... den go take 159 with bro.... go home eat.. lol. reach home den realise tat i haven eat sia...lol... stupid rite... haix.... erm eat le play com awhile den jiu go slp le... cos tml goint to teach tution again...haha...[22/2]
2day overslpt sia.. haha... reach the tution place at 12.35..wich is actually 12 de.. breakfast nv eat jiu go teach le... lol... teach till 1 45 den left le... cos donno wat to teach the boy le... cos i teach too fast later he forget again... he very forgetful de.. so nv teach alot... teach 1 chapter finish... lol... now i realise tat pri sch and even lower sec de studies is like very easy sia... the boy i teach is pri 1 de... damn easy la... reali ver ver easy... tat y i can teach very fast.... haha.. den another 1 is a girl..she sec 1.. wa her sec 1 is easier then my sec 1 for like 5 times la...lol... reali different le...haix... den she also can 1 hr teach finish 1 chapt lor... but i don dare to teach too fast... cos scare over take her teacher den i got nothing to teach at the end of the year... yaya... hahaafter teach finish jiu go home..nv even eat... cos donno lea.. not hungry lea..lol... reach home was looking at some one blog... very long ago de blog... den i realise alot of thing.... ya alot... it like, i have been beaten by alot of ppl after read finish all the past of the blog... i just wake up.. but it too late le...haha... nvm la... happy can le... ya.u happy i happy...haha... lol....read finish was very bored...nothing to do write out a summary of every thing...lol... write finish le den still bored...but my dad ask me eat dinner 1st, cos he cooking today..lol.... den eat le... went back to my room play com... hope karim looking for song...but cant find it... haha... it call close-by westlife... she say very nice den cant find den ask me find for herr=/ lol... ps ar find bu dao... haha... den nothing to do again... go play guitar lor...haha... haha 2day learn a song... can 'it all about you'... lol...bro i know how to play le.. next time play together..ok..haha.... den play till 11 plus stop... cos late le... den jiu play game again lor...haha... play till now blog again...haha.... ok ba nothing to blog le... next time den blog ba... haha label: sorry if i reali did something wrong. i don mean it de. reali... label: to late to understand it now.label: it all about you=)
i will finish my NS, my university and wait for u.
2:32:00 AM
Wednesday, February 18, 2009 (0.')
yoyoyo...remember the song the darkness?.... haha.. play it ba..it on top.. it abit soft.. so it may be abit hard to heard.. pls off the song on the side and play the avove song if u wan to heard it.. haha.. this song tell my feeling now.. haha.. yaya.. erm i know i don have a good voice.. so pls bear with it... haha... enjoy=).
btw it going to be called: "cause i want you to have your happiness"
(cause i want you to have your happiness)
life in here are scary,
and it were nv, be the same.
evrything have change,
till i cant accept all of it...
the pain i have, the hurt i got,
is the 1st time, i got..
but all tis ,isnt under control,
and i had nv wan it to happen.
we just end it with a simple msg ,
and i hap no choice but to agree.
cos i want u to have ur happiness..
but this isnt, wat i want.
cos i just want a simple life, with you
it just a simple ans,
tat make me miserable .
i cant do anything,
i had to live with it.
just to make you happy.
right here i'm crying,
deeply in my heart.
thinking of our memory,
cos i cant just erase it.
i know i have to forget it,
but this will nv just be it.
cos that not an simple memory
so i will jjust keep it
we just end it with a simple msg , and i hap no choice but to agree.
cos i want u to have ur happiness..
but this isnt, wat i want.
cos i just want a simple life, with you
how is it?...haha.. this song at first is dedicated to someone de.. but now.. i tin is no need le ba..haha.. take care very one... tml my test le.. haha.. wish me good luck!!!!!
label: good luck
i will finish my NS, my university and wait for u.
9:55:00 PM
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haha.. wa so late le still blog sia... haha... i donno y? i freaking happy sia.. haha.. damn happy... haha... at least i make a right decision... haha... ya. u all may think i pretending... seriously.. i'm happy... cos i understand wat i doing... i know wat i doing... at least i had done a righht thing.... at least this is wat i can do ba... haha...
here a proverb tat say: when u cant get ur love, let ur love be happy, and u will be happy..
finally, i saw her happiness... but i hope her parent will recover soon.... may god bless them..ya, i'm happy... haha... lol.... i know wat u guy are thinking... but tat not the way la... reali...
thing like slightly better for me... A LITTLE BIT better only la... haha.. i realise that there quite a no of friend tat care for me 2.... ya.. tat wat i have been wanting all the while... although just 2or 4 of them.. i'm already quite happy le... haha... i think it better for me to continue to be a joker in my clique ba... that the only way to see me happy also... haha... and of cos, make ppl happy...=)))))..
let tok abt today ba...erm morning wake up go eat with mymum... den go sch.. actually going to meet a friend for lunch de.. but ii forget...haha... so forgetful nowadays ar...haha... so i jiu just go sch study only lor..haha....finally, i have proven myself abt my special ability le... remember i told u all that my friend say i got special ability... tat is i can learn thing very fast.,... haha..just a few hour i only everything abt my advance math which i fail my common test de... erm wait.. not everthing la... still got 1 part still not very sure..haha... and suddenly from the advance math i understand all of my engineering math... my friend ask me how to do and unexpectedly i can solve the question...haha... i reali quite suprise... haha... but it reali going to crack my brain if i continue to use this ability... cos i have to 1 shot remember everything lor... haha.... study till i finish 1 test paper by myself den jiu nv study le... cos my friend they all distract me ma.. all wan play game..haha... den jiu play with them lor...haha.... play till 7plus, acc 1 of my friend go cck eat... haha cos nv go eat lunch ma... so jiu acc go cck eat lor... haha... acctually got 3 ppl go eat de... but 1 suddenly cant go den jiu left the 2 of us lor.. haha... eat long john again...haha... eat finish only 8 plus...den don feel like going home so we all jiu just tok tok and chit chat lor.. chat abt alot of thing....ya... got chat abt our past. joke,many other thing la...haha... ya quite happy... very very very long nv chat till like tat le... ya.. chat till going 10 den jiu go home le... ;)
reach home around going 11 le... on com, look look around other ppl blog, den play awhile of game, den play till now come blog lor... ya... hahaha...
erm got alot of thing to say to alot of ppl ar... so every one go look for ur name ok=)))))
karim: hei, read wat i had tad on ur blog?.. yaya.. that the main thing u need to have ok?... unless u saw it, den don think 2 much k...haha... i believe bro won bluff u de la... come on=)...okok? try to control ur temper la.... ok... haha... if not bro will be sad again de... ok....
bro: yaya... although i donno wat happen, but at least i know u all like quarreling... erm, just give her some time to change k..haha... don be sad... call me if u need a listening ear...ya... haha... like last time... =) okok?..haha... take care ar... got any thing sms me...
law.. forget to thank you for the valentine present u gave me..haha.. sorry tat i didnt buy any thing ar...haha.. cos i donno...haha... so still use to it to ur china phone?...haha.. got anything sms me and ask lor...haha...
sis: don say i forget u ar... thank 4 the valentine day present tat u and law buy give me de...haha.. thank=)... don keep bully law la... yaya...
chermaine: haha... i'm reali happy tat u found ur true happiness....ya.. serious...like wat the proverb said just now... the only happiness i can give u is to let u find u true happiness... and u found it tat y i happy...haha..yaya... hope u 2 last long ar...haha... got any thing tell me k...haha... take care... the promise will nv b broken...=) lastly, hope tat ur parent will be fine.. i will pray for them de...ya.. u must take care.... my dear friend=)
samual: thank 4 2day...ya... no pain no gain... haha... good luck 4 our incoming test=)
haha... ok.. that all ba.. haha.. wandering how my old clique doing... i mean those mac de.. haha.. hope u all are fine=)....;) ok ba.. i think i got nothing to blog le ba... haha... erm got any thing will come blog again de...haha=) take care everyone=);))))
label: i really happylabel: u all may not be able to contact me.. so jsut sms me n i may reply back=)label: a new song will tell how i feel(soon)label:page 7
i will finish my NS, my university and wait for u.
1:51:00 AM
Monday, February 16, 2009 (0.')
yoyoyoyoyoyoy..haha.. here i'm again...haha... kk let say abt something tat had happened the past few day....
14/2/09
it valentine's day.. yaya i didnt go out in the moring and afternoon.. actually wan go sch study de... but nv go... haha.. cos lazy ar.... some more no mood go out... haha.. den at night bro call me ask me go his house play.. think abt it.. morning they call me go out i nv go le... den since go his hoouse so near i jiu go lor... haha... if not they all will angry de...haha... lol... reach his house at his room tok tok play guitar awhile... acutally wan play mahjong or card de... but some ting happen.. erm it same as my cases sia... totally the same... wat i do he do.. but their thing happen faster then mine... erm i think i should not elaborate ba...haha.. haix... just a few word 4 bro sis.. 'make him touch if u wan it back'.... haix....
ok den i jiu left bro house with my sis and law around 1am at nite.. wah so late.. lor... went rest a while den slp...
15/2/09
slp till very late... den nv go teach tution cos reali very tired... den afternoon go sch study..wtf.. go sch play 1.5 hour de game den study..waste my time... den i study alone lor... haha... wah i so guai wor..haha... lol.. den study till 6 go home... very hungry by that time... no money buy food eat sia.. quite poor thing hor...haha...no work ma... reach home jiu eat le... haha.. play awhile of com... watch tv.. jiu go slp le...
16/2/09
haha.. just wake up.. den going to eat soon le...after i blog finish..haha....later going to sch study again... haha.... later at night i den blog again ba... haha...bye...
i will finish my NS, my university and wait for u.
11:00:00 AM
Saturday, February 14, 2009 (0.')
happy valentine's day...haha... hope all the couple in the world will be happily ever after...haha...
while, i just pack my room just now... and saw something... haha.. a valentine present given by some 1...erm last year de la... haha... read through the note again think tat quite funny sia...haha.. the last 3 sentence say tat if u don't like the present den throw it away ba..haha... lol... a gift from u where will i bear to throw it away... haha... lol... think of it, i first time recieve that kind of present.. and seriously i like it alot sia.. haha.. it just tat i quite long nv take it out and see le... haha.. haix... let bygone be bygone by.. haha.... the last sentence say... lastly i hope we 2 can last forever. but of cos must see fate... hahah... that go to say:no fate ba..haha... haha... there 1 part but a photo of my dumbo.... ( ya. wat u say had come true. i see it i think of u)...haha... photo taken in a freezer. very cold but fun. yi jia birthday all the 9 of us taken a photo in a train.. it was ur most favourite photo...but i tin no more le ba.. haha...the bear i give u.. must be thrown away le ba... haha.... nvm la.... everthing it past le ma... left it also no use... erm i tin i still going to keep it ba.. cos it a special present i nv recieve b4.. haha.... happy valentine day to u;)...haha.... hope u enjoy ur day...
actually going out with bro,karim,sis,law,bro's sis, bro sis's bf 4 ktv de...very long nv go de..want go de...but tin of it, i extra ma... so nv go lor. plus, it different le.. haha... plus no mood la... sorry ar bro and karim... not i don wan go.the above are my reason..ya.... haha... hope u all enjoy today=)....
next week test le..haha... faster test finish le i gonig to find job le.. yaya... maybe going ps wk jong little with law. or may be park mall there de fish and co with my friend...park mall is just opposite ps..haha... or maybe wk at mall de cotton on=).... haha.. haix.. hope my gpa still can maintain at 3.5... ya.. quite slack this year...pon 2 many time le...haha.... don tok y i pon le la...haha.... erm...
sometime i reali don feel like studying le.. reali no mood ar... now i reali understanding the feeling of acting strong.. i nv show my depressed face in front of my sch mate. nv. i just create joke, play with them, ya. even they say those hurtful word.i just keep quite or just make a joke out of it. ya it quite tired acting strong sometime. some time at home it the same. just don wish them to know wat i doing, wat i thinking, wat i want... ya so far no 1 know. n i nv say.. some more i don wishh to say.ya. haha...
now. i only say everthing to my guitar... haha... play it make me feel better. make me smile. make me forget the pain i have. haha.... so interesting ba... musical instrument is like tat de... it the police of the sadness..haha... catch away all the sadness...ya.. haha... funny rite... but it jiu shi like tat to me...ya.. haha.. ok ba... time to play it le la... lastly... happy valentine day to u all..once again, hope all the couple now will last forever.. regardless of fate=).. ya.. tat my blessing... bro and law.... a more special bless to u 2..: hope to attend u all de wedding dinner..haha...take care every1=)
label:u know y it different
label:happy valentine day to all
label:guitar speak all my mind
i will finish my NS, my university and wait for u.
3:47:00 PM
Friday, February 13, 2009 (0.')
yoyoyo... here a phrase i leart 2day...haha....: "if u can't convince them, confuse them!"... haha... this phrase quite interesting hor... haha...but quite bad... cos it like wanting wat u cant get, make other cant get it 2.....haix... so try not to have this phrase as ur moto...haha..
bored is my life.
study is my hope.
u are my love.
future is my goal.
fate is my destiny.
destiny is my fate.
so let work it out!!!
haha... 2day got sch.. actually got morning lesson at 8am de.. but i pon... den wan go eat lunch with bro and karim de.. but over slp... haha... den wake up go sch... reach sch around 1pm.. den my friend tell me tat last lesson cancel le... den i was like wtf... haha... cos i go sch 1hr plus den lesson only less den a hour... den nvm lor.. go play lor... haha.. wa... we break our record of playing dota vs ai sia... haha... with my classmate... our 1st play is 10min 42 sec... 5v5 ai...
den we like still wan to break,... haha... we play normal mode lea... only all random mode... den try again and again and again... finally... our new record is 9 min 49 dec...haha.... all of us is like damn happy la.. haha... lol..play till 7 pm go home sia.... reach home ard 8.40... eat le here blogging lor... haha... next week test le...haix... got to study hard le.... ya...
tml valentine day le... don have the mood to go out sia... reali don feel like going out sia.. haix... kk ba... gtg le... going to study le... ya... bye every1...
label: valentine day is going to be different le...
i will finish my NS, my university and wait for u.
8:50:00 PM
Thursday, February 12, 2009 (0.')
yoo... haha.. here i'm again..haha... just finish my sch wk.. sian ... quick busy sia.. but haha... still catch a moive with friend this afternoon sia.. haha.. we go see the bride war.... haha.. quite funny la... haha... erm the show still ok la.. not say very nice and not say very bad... haha.. thing still very confuse for me ar... ya.. haha... don elaborate le la.. haha..
ok.... erm test coming soon le... so most likely will c me blog abit less le... once exam finish le..haha... i will be back again...haha...
after test got to plan alot of thing le... wk all this.. hai.. haven find a job yet sia... shit... haha... must faster go get le... ya... or else reali reali no money to spend le... haha....
opp!!!!! valentine coming sia.. in 2 day time... haha... erm i tin... tat day i don go out ba... haha.. be guai ppl... study at home.. lol... not no ppl date me la... is just don feel like going out... of cos got reason de la... partly like wat i say just now.. i wan study... another part... erm i tin don say ba... haha...
tml last day of going sch study le... not i get kick out.. is study break le....tat go to say... i will be bored at house again... haha... nvm.. i tin i know wat to do le... haha... study and hunt 4 job...ya...haha.... tat the best way... haha...
thing happen let me just keep tinking of u again...i donno y... that my destiny ba... hai... take carelabel:take care and good luck
i will finish my NS, my university and wait for u.
10:59:00 PM
Tuesday, February 10, 2009 (0.')
here i'm bloggin again....haha.... damn boring so i blog again lor... haha...
suddenly feel very sad sia.... donno y....suddenly feel tat haix... don say ba...
how i wish i will be there 4 u like last time... but i cant tell u any more... i reali want to tell u tat i understand u well now... i can feel how u feel... but no use le ba.. i cant say anything like tat to u le... no more like b4... ya.... this is my fate ba.... which was maybe created by u or my destiny ba... haix... i reali don wish to c u been hurt... but nothing i can do now... i cant say anything... or cant do anything for u now...
i will finish my NS, my university and wait for u.
9:13:00 PM
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haha...so how is my new skin...nice rite..haha... yea.... finally got new skinle...haha... or else ppl will say tat wat my blog very ma fan or wat ever shit sia... lol... haha... ok ba,... enjoy ur stay here...haha
i will finish my NS, my university and wait for u.
3:45:00 PM
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yoo...nv go sch.. haha.. lazy sia.... so i here blog again... just cut my hair come back... erm not say very nice sia.. abit disappointed... haha....
just saw a poem when looking for blogskin...
his is how it go:
it's a beautiful day
my cellphone rang
i pick it up to find tat it you
and you are calling to say tat i love you and i want u to know
when i'm with u i nv want to go
when i'm with you i love you more each day
and this is all i want to say
you make me smile
we talk or awhile
i think to myself and i know how u feel
cause i feel the same way
so i say, i love youand i want u to know
when i'm with u i nv want to go
when i'm with you i love you more each day
and this is all i want to say
sweet rite... haha.. i like it alot... haha.. the title of this poem i going to name it "i love you and i want u to know"...haha.... nice rite....
haha.. k i going to find a new skin 4 my blog le... haha.... later den blog ba...=)
i will finish my NS, my university and wait for u.
1:00:00 PM
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hello everybody=)...haha..here i'm again.... 2day no sch... cos 2day de lesson finish le... haha.. but later i going to sch to study.. omg since when i become soo guai=)...haha...that wat i say time pass tin will change=)... haha... okok.... let tok abt ytd 1st ba...
ytd wake up at 7... was abit tired and wanted to go back and slp de... but no choice later got test... lab test....haha,... so quickly go bath le den go out take bus... slpt in the bus awhile... lucky i got aet alram clock or else i jiu will over slp le and miss the bus stop..haha... it was stilll early so i slowly walk to the class.... den saw my freind jeffrey, justin and hong hao... they are some of the clique tat i alway hang with in sch.... hat awhile till teacher came..lol... teacher late sai... by 5 min... haha.... stupid teacher....lol.... ok took the test... erm quite easy la... not as difficult as i expected.... but there some mistake which like maybe minus 3-4 mark lor... lol...
after test when to blk 5 of our sch which the 1 tat we always stay there and play com de place....cos have to wait 4 the rest which was the 2nd batch of student to go 4 the test... den around 11.30 they came... they are samual, jia ming, nick, lieon, yusof.... lol... den we paly a game of dota cos vvery bored and we got 5.5 hr of break sia... played finish os like around 12 plus le... den we go canteen have our lunch... didnt eat alot cos donno y nowadays no wei kou... eat le den planned to go play pool near our sch de... but some don wan play so they stay in sch... den i, lieon, samual and jeffrey go play lor....
they all is like quite pro la... we play 2v2 at 1st... i and lieon team... paly 5 round... the score is 2-3... guess who win.. my team la... lol...den after tat we play 1v1.. the winner team play 1st.. which mean i v lieon... haha... quite lucky in my shot... and guess who win again... of cos me la... they where is my du shou...haha... den the loser team vs le... and samual won... haha... follow by the loser vs the loser.. which is lieon vs jeffrey... and a rule was set.... the final loser will have to pay 4 the whole game... haha... lieon loser... haha.. .den my turn to vs samual... same thing a rule was applied... the loser will have to treat every1 eat pizza hut... lol... at 1st i don wan de... scare no money pay ar.. haha... but tin of my acc.. i tin sch be enough ba.. cos got student price la... so we jiu play lor... i start to play abit serious.... lol... lost abit at 1s.. but manage to catch up at last... haha.... so at the end i win again...the overrall winner which is me=)))))....hahah.....lol...
den we pack up and went to pay the pool table rent... lieon pay..haha... thank ar=)... den went o pizza hut eat.. nv order.. all they order... cos not i pay ma... will shy if i just order.... lol... they order group set + 8 piece honey bbq drumlet+ crisscross fries... realise tat their fries like standard drop le sia.... my friend also say so... haha... lol... i prank my freind again... i uncover the top of the cheese bottle... den my friend go pour the cheese on his pizza.. and bomb... alot of cheese drop on his plate of pizza..haha... heihei don think is just me de idea hor... my 2 other friend idea also hor... haha... lol... eat and laugh sia... we also tok abt other think also... yaya... haha... and damn funny la... eat half way my friend samual suddenly keep look at some1 sittin behind our table... den we turn around and realise tat oooo.. he look at girl sia...lol... we keep teasing him...haha... den tat table of girl tat my friend looking at all go toliet... den i suddeny got an idea... haha.. i quickly take out a pen write his hp no. on a piece of tissue paper.. and quickly run to tat able and put tat piece of tissue paper on the table and run back to my sit... lol.... den my freind was so shy la...haha... lol... damn funny... den we was waiting 4 the girl to call.... lol... den wait wait wait... den we eat finish le we jiu go and pay money and den we go back sch 1st... cos going to be late 4 our next lesson le...
i think the girl also shy to call la... haha.... we keep toking abt this topic while walking to sch...haha... back to sch to have our lesson le... it free lesson again.. haha.. den was very happy la... do our own think... we there watch movie... 4bia.... the movie got mermory to me de... ya... some part of my beautiful memory de... haix.. don tok abt it le la... lol... my friend scare sia.... lol... even those who have watch be4 de still scare sia... lol... i was at there laughing and they also laugh at themself sia.... lol.... freaking funny....
lesson ended den we decide to go watch movie de... go cck, near the mrt station there de eng wah.... but we go there the movie was like all the next going to played de movie is 9plus... den i was liek wah lao so late... so i jiu don wan watch le lor... but samual, jia ming and lieon still go and watch cos tml no sch ma... haha... but still early den i pei them go eat mac 1st... damn long nv eat mac le sia... i didnt eat la... but i steal their fries and eat... haha... den while eating we tok abt my experience abt mac de.... they quite shock tat i can be a manager of mac sia.. and i told them i wk last den 1 year jiu be le... they more shock... lol...tok tok tok den nothing to tok le... den play riddle... lol got dirty riddle got funny riddle sia... haha... we laugh till stomach pain sia... haha...den nothing to tok le we go up play acarde.... haha... nothing much to play la... paly takedona... and find the difference... takedona got win got lose la... haha.. find the differece manage to find alot... but didn clear the stage of 18... sian... haha... den by the time their show going to start le... so didnt continue play le... den i jiu go home.. go home bath eat jiu go slp le..,.
haha... now just eat finish my breakfast den here bloggin le.. later go cut hair 1st den come home bath den go sch le... sian sia... test coming soon le... got abit of rush la... cos the whole sem i nv pay attention in class.... now need o rush in studying le... haix. but my friend say i still can make it de... cos i got some special learning skill.. lol.. donno is true or not.. i don even know it.. cos they say they teach me a few time i jiu know how to do le... lol.. i tin is they teach too good le ma... lol... kkk ba... wish me good luck 4 my test k... than=)
some time c u so sad make me shink ...... u nv promise wat u had promise me... don be bullied again... remember... u didnt promise...ya.... i cant do any thing now.. i am no body to u now... wat i can do is just be here feeling sad 4 u... haix... heartbroken 4 u...haix... no word can express my feeling is... no word... ya...
y all my friend around me start to have thing happening, her, kelly jie and my sis and law, my bro and karim, kelvin( although he maybe ok le), yi jia( like he had change to other guy),even my sch friend samual... ya... maybe it time for them to face some challenge?... or it time 4 me to c show... obviously i don wish to c show ma... but some time i just can do anything to help my friend... maybe god want me to know tat i'm useless ba... ya... tat must be it.. i just cant c any reason other den tat le... or is it i'm a curse... to cos friend around me to suffer... ya no pain no lesson... but y the pain is not in me?... y?... haix....
label:no word can expain my feeling...label: i'm just a curse and useless...
i will finish my NS, my university and wait for u.
10:07:00 AM
Sunday, February 8, 2009 (0.')
yoo...haha...back to blog again=)..how u all...haha... ermi still ok la.. haha...just tat freaking boring lor... u mayb wandering y i don wan go out ba.... haha.. it not that i don wan go out...it tat i got no money to go out sia... den now u wandering y i don wan find a job rite... haha... cos now i exam no time to wk also....yaya... u tin i wan to stay at home de mea...so bored...haha... somemore at stay at home i will... haix... u all won understand de la...lol...
sian going to have test soon le... haix... got to wk hard le... good luck to the rest of u all 2=)...
i notice tat i wasnt update to wat had happen to my friend sia... like kelvin, kelly law my sis, chermaine, lian shun, shi wei, yi jia, boon yuan they all sia... hope all of u are fine....
to kelvin: u are a understanding person... who speak like a man... i mean those matural word la...so don be sad to wat had happen in the past... yaya...
to kelly, law, my sis: all this mayb just a misunderstanding ba... k... don cause ofthe past den quarrel k... come on... we can still be good freind... don be angry with 1 another... cheer up...
to lian shun:yoolong time nv play ball with u all le lea... donno y we like quarrel sia... 4 nothing... lol... kk last long with ur gf ar...is yi ting rite... hope i nv say dao shi wei de...haha...
to shi wei: yoo also very long nv play ball with u le lea...haha... find 1 day play together la... haha.. hope u are still fine..ya... i know something happen... but just cheer up k... ya...
to yi jia:how u?... MIA ar... damn long nv see dao u lea... hope u are fine=)
to boon yuan... porn freak still watching ar...lol... how u?... next time go out 2gether la...haha
to chermaine: iknow the reason...(wat u writing in ur blog)...but just cheer up k...i tin u had misunderstand ur parent le la.. they are not don wan see dao u...is tat, maybe cos u have been wking everyday den they just asking if u going wk taka ma nly la...i mean just normal asking la... ya.. u must be quite stress of alot of tin ba... ya... feel free to tell me... although we had ... but we still freind ma.. ya... cheer up k=).... don giveup so easily... ya... there alway ppl supporting u... remember k=).... free we go out again lor...haha.... with shi wei they all=)...yaya... miss the past tat we all go out ba... ya i miss it 2..haha... k ba... take care k=)... cheer up ar=)....
to karim:aiyo... don say i 4get u la... take care k... don quarrel with bro le la... some time just let 1 another la....lol... ok=)... last long ar..=)
haha... k ba...it time i end my post le la... shall blog again sometime=)
i will finish my NS, my university and wait for u.
4:24:00 PM
Saturday, February 7, 2009 (0.')
yoo...long time no blog le.... haha... how u all..=).... hope all of u are fine.. i'm fine..now taking a break from my assignment.... thing still ok to me...expect looking 4 job.... i have to wait till i get my typhoid from kovan den i can get my mac pay sia./.. sian...haix... den the kovan boss don wan give christine so tat she can pass to me... stupid boss.... den must wait till he wk den can get from him... den he is like only wk on this sun de graveyard... den i promise the ave8 de rm le... say by this sun sia... den how...arrrr.... lol.... tin i wait at the kovan till the boss come lor.... sian;....
haha... now sch start to be busy le... haix.. regreted this sem nv study hard sia.... even the clique that i alway hang with in sch say tat i can do very well de lor.... is just tat i nv study hard... haix...but there is a reason tat i will do this de ma... but nvm.... i tin i now study hard still can catch up ba... haha.... hope so... btw thank kelly jie 4 encourage me 2=)....
law sorry lea.... i reali by 2day den know tat i need to hang in my assignment by tml 7pm.... sorry if i got like hai dao u...=X.... sorry.... tml i promise will lend u my you so call de lappy de.... ;)...
tin like have change alot around me... ya...there a word tat say... everyone will change.... i agree... they may change by a little.. or maybe by alot... haha.... i agree i also will change... once i was i mummy boy... change to bad boy... change to okok but still like will tok back to parent or like show off... change to now...?... i also donno wat i had change to... cos no 1 tok me abt it... haha,,... ya... once i was like so bad.... tat y i deserve tat day ba... haha... lol.... erm i just wish to say to my friend around me tat, i don mind u all change.. but hope u all won change alot... and if ever there is any comment abt u all... hope u all don angry, don get offenced by me ar... just, u know so small tok like tat la... hope if there is ever this kind of case.... i don mind u all give me comment abt me... yaya.. cos i willing to listen to u all.... if u all don like my behavior, and u all tell me, and i go fan xin fan xin.... and if i fan xin dao i got wrong i will change... yaya... haha.... i won blame u all de la... in fact i will thank u all... cos u all make me a better man=)....haha....
haix, next next week test le.... have to jia you le...=)... haha.... hope my gpa can get 3.4 at least.... haha.... don dare to set high ar...cos my common test didnt reali do quite well... haha... this 2 week reali have to use my super power to study le...haha...
o, sian quite long nv play guitar le... nv play dao any song this week... cos no time ar...this week reali very busy 4 me.... sian.... haha...
sometime i wandering, wat my goal now..... everytime b4 my slp.... ever since 'then'... wat am i aiming for?... haha... u all must also b wanderin wat my goal now ba..haha... erm actually wat i wan now is quite simple....
1)do well in study so i can go university
2)have a simple and happy life(if can with my loved one for the rest of my life)
3)play guitar
4)earn more money so next time my parent no need so tired
haha.. tat my current goal... now i just need to concentrate on 1 and 4... 2 and 3 can do it anytime... haha,,, it tat 1 and 4 have to work harder... yaya.... haha...
k ba... tat it for my break le la... need to go and continue my assignment le la...=)... see u all next time=).... hope u all have a good nite=)
label:fate decide destiny or destiny decide fate....
i will finish my NS, my university and wait for u.
1:14:00 AM
Sunday, February 1, 2009 (0.')
arr...head pain now... haix.... ytd must be drink abit 2 much le,... haix... head damn pain now lor... arrrggg..haha... stuipd boon kiat wat u had done ytd nite...arggg.... haix... i also donno sia.... but wat ever it is.... sorry.... i reali donno wat i had send u tat day... sorry.... wat i promise u had alway been in my mind... reali.. haha... i will try to protect wat we had promise de.. haha... kk ba... wat ever i had say don angry k... i also donno wat i had send u sia.. haha... serious... so don angry ar... take care=)... u don 4get me hor.... lol... as a friend la... haha...
okok... back to my guitar le.. cos also donno wan blog wat ...haha,,... happy birthday karim.....=)... mature abit la... haha... last long with des=).... Label:watever it is... u will alway be remembered=)
i will finish my NS, my university and wait for u.
1:13:00 PM
