Friday, January 16, 2009 (0.')
arrr...down with fever.... now 38degree le....sian...haix.... sorry law nv go pei u watch 2day..next time k... i reali sick....
haix...wake up tat time already not feeling well le... but have to go sch cos scare attentdance not enough den i cant take exam.. as starting of the term i pon alot of time le..... haix.... no choice.... who ask me want to......... haix.... don talk abt it ba....
sian next week got alot of class test n quiz lor... haix.... reali sian la.... haix... den now sick...don feel like study... abt no mood to study lor... haix... now can only wait till i recover i den got mood to study .... haix... k ba...
recently, i had been thinking of writing a chinese song... it still in progess... n the back ground music of the eng song i make last time is also still in progess...haha... once done i will record n post... still learning the song of canno in d and finding the tab of guan huai fang shi... look busy rite...but actually very boring.... but no choice ma.... kill time jiu play with guitar lor.. haha...
some time i wandering.. like wat law had ask me..did i still wan jio u back? but i don dare to tin...each time i tin i will remember of our past...and it hurt... panifully... there is also some time i ask myself...do i still love you?or do i hate you?do i still have the right to love you?and the ans is i donno..y do i love you... cos my heart only have you? cos i reali love you? y i hate you? cos u hurt me badly? cos u left just like tat?do i have the right to love you? no,cos i donno how to treasure you and i donno how to love the way you want? yes,cos i love you deeply? and i treat you very good b4?all this make me very confuse.. make me... i donno...maybe i should not have love you from the start ba... if not we now maybe still very good friend.....outer most... i hate myself... the hate is like.... veryveryveryveryveryvery hate myself.... haix...too late le ba... i said i want to let go but it reali very hard for me it been one month and 8 day le... y i just cant do it...haix...i hate my self alot arrrrrrrr.......!!!!!!
Label: Eu Boon Kiat SUX... I HATE HIM... I hate myself....
Label: the tear just roll without knowing,....
new song i just tin of.
TiTle:zhi hao ran ni zhou
hai ji bu ji de..
wo meng zai yi qi de shi hou....
tian tian dou heng kuai le....
you shi wo re ni sheng qi,
nan ni jiu bu li wo...
dan wo zhong hui zai ran ni kai xin...
zai te bie de re ji, wo zhong bei yi ge jin xi...
zai reng ni heng gan don...
chours:
dan zai ni li kai wo de shi hou....
ni sou zai ye bu ai wo...
wo bu zi dao yao sou xie se me...
dan wo zhi hao ren ni zou....
yin wei wo ai ni...
wo yao ni xin fu...
sou yi wo bu zai he ni zai yi qi...
zhi chong ni li kai...
wo bu zai yi yang...
tian tian dou heng bu kuai le...
dan wo you neng zhe yang...
jiu zi how gu dan...
zi ji cheng dan xia qiu...
rap:
ni zhi bu zhi dao, ji bu ji de, wo meng xiang yu heng jiu de na duan mei hao gou qiu, tian tian zai wo nao li, ran wo mei tian dou zai xiang ni, bu chi bu he bu shui bu wan bu zou bu zhan de shi shi ke ke de gua nian ni..
yin wei
chours:
zai ni li kai wo de shi hou....
ni sou zai ye bu ai wo...
wo bu zi dao yao sou xie se me...
dan wo zhi hao ren ni zou....
yin wei wo ai ni...
wo yao ni xin fu...
sou yi wo bu zai he ni zai, yi qi...
nice?...haha.... suddenly tin dao all this de... suddenly got lin gan de... haha.... will go modify and also work up the background music den record and post...haha...wait and c ba...hahahahaha
i will finish my NS, my university and wait for u.
8:12:00 PM
