Friday, December 26, 2008 (0.')
yoo... how christmas... have fun... haha i bet ba... me? erm no... haha... it just a different christmas... every thing different le... mayb cos it different so i nv have fun ba....u nv understand la.... haha... aiyo... y care abt me..haha u guy have fun tat the greatest thing rite..haha.. yoyo... haha... but eve was still ok la... haha... i bet u all must have fun 2 ba..haha... o.o ..... now new year coming le... there alot more tin to do le... o my o my... tat bad(-.-)... erm new target to aim 4 le... aiming to have lot of skill of guitar panio and drum... o my, suddenly had a temp to play music sia... haha...donno y(maybe tat the thing to numb me also ba..) haha.. erm now learning guitar... still know nothing abt panio and drum... tin have to faster go learn le... is it 2 late le... aiya i so clever... very fast jiu will learn dao de la... no problem man.... haha learn panio 1st den learn drum... cos panio like harder... ahaha... next time who know i mayb a superstar sia... or maybe a famous song writer...haha
haix suddenly feel like drinking sia.. bad bad bad... o no!!! i'm addicted to drinking le... shit la... must control le.... haha... arggg... haha... kk k decided not to drink 2day le...next time..haha... aiya c how 1st la... haha....
erm now so bored lor... haix.... later had to pei bro go ployclinic take mc... stupid sia... don wan go wk la...haha... ytd 1plus going 2 slp... den morning 5plus wake up... had to pei my grandpa go SGH cos he going make his eye... haha... so guai rite.. o my... since when i become so xiao shun le...haha... haix.. but very bored sia.. arrrr... sian sian sian... haha.. i tin i going insane le... o no...haha... lol... erm bored sia any 1 wan go out jio me lea,,, haix... agrrrr...haha..
sian sia...this few day the bad feeling is back manx... b4 the break up i got this kind of bad feeling le... i tok something bad going to happen to me le... after the break up the feeling was gone.. but theis few day it came back again... o my... is it something bad going to happen... b4 the 1st time i had this kind of bad feeling i like had a bad dream.... like...haix not to elaborate ba... this thing like onli she know... haha... nvm the less person know the better... haha... mayb my day is numbered...hahaha.. o no no...maybe not..haha just another diaster to me ba... o no... i thinking of something now... haix i also cant force it anyway.. yaya..nvm... haha... the darkness don care manx...haha...
but now having a mix feeling also sia... feeling of go and continue... don understand ba...haha clever ppl will den understand wat i mean de...haha... go n guess ba... wan ask jiu ask me lor..i may or mat not ans u back...haha... k ba i tin rite till here ba..better go find tin to do sia...if not bored like hell agrr!!!!!!
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it still not posted.. have u seen the wrong 1 or u didnt read finish...... the darkness don care, but do i care?ans:secret
i will finish my NS, my university and wait for u.
12:27:00 PM
