Thursday, December 25, 2008 (0.')
yoo merry christmas... haha... how is everyone.... got recieve lot of present? haha... hope u all have enjoy the day... chinese new coming again.... haha...hope can celebrate with u all again... haha....
2day i 'mayb looking' enjoying... haha...but not in here... my heart...
i nv c it posted out... donno if u had seen wat i saved.... haix... hope u like wat i gave u.... the double star hp accessories tat u wish to have as u mention in ur blog under ur wishlist... i donno if is it tat 1... if not, just hope u can keep it ba... maybe tat fate joking on me lor... if is, i hope u like it....
i donno... day by day passed, my feeling is getting more n more complicated... i getting more and more stress... i getting more and more tired... it tat wat i want... NO... i just numbing myself... wan ppl pei me cos got ppl entertian me den i won tin too much... make myself so tired so i can straight away fall aslp n won tin of anything when going to slp... but it not wat i want... yyy... y m i keep thinking... is it the end.... is it? arrrrrr... tat wat making me stress... tin and tin and tin... nothing come true... all is fake de... FAKE DE.... !!!!... nothing is real in myself le... cos i'm totally change le... totally...he(me) going to act strong le.... u will c him joking abt like there no sadness in him anymore... u will alway c him happy... cos he going to act like a strong man... no more showing his sadness... as he will only keep it to himself...suffering in his own world... tat u all will nv know...tat his darkness world...
this maybe the last time posting all his unhappiness tin in here ba... cos i going to the darkness world le... in here keep on thinking wat i had been think all the while... suffering wat i had been suffering all the while... numbing myself like wat i had been doing all the while... crying 4 wat i had been crying all the while...and make myself unreal... the changed Eu Boon Kiat.... bye bye everyone... enjoy the changed Eu Boon Kiat post from now on ba....
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the only one to get me out of darkness is u
i will finish my NS, my university and wait for u.
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