Saturday, December 13, 2008 (0.')
life will nv be the same anymore... nv ever... sorry isnt wat i want.. i just... but it will nv be the same anymore... the pain tat i feel, u will nv know... u will nv know.. cos it..........
(the darkness)
life in here are scary,
and it were nv be the same.
evrything have change,
till i cant accept... all... of... it...
the pain i have, the hurt i got,
is the 1st time i got...
but all tis isnt i controlable,
and i had nv wan it... to.... hap...pen.
we just end it with a simple msg from you, and i hap no choice but to agree.
cos i want u to have ur own happiness..
u just say sorry to me, but this isnt wat i want.
i just want a simple life with you
but all this will nv happen at all anymore..
it just a simple ans,
but tat make me miserable 4 ever.
i cant do anything,
and i had to live with it.
just to make you happy.
right here i'm crying,
deeply with my heart.
thinking of our memory,
cos i cant erase it.
i know i have to forget it,
but this will nv just be it.
cos that not an sim....ple mem.or.y..
we just end it with a simple msg from you, and i hap no choice but to agree.
cos i want u to have ur own happiness..
u just say sorry to me, but this isnt wat i want.
i just want a simple life with you
but all this will nv happen at all anymore..
that another song that i created... i think tis is better den previous one...cos i edit from it... haha... the background song.. working on it... hihi... next time i will add it in my music playlist.. let u guy listen.. damn it.. my finger very pain.. been busy learning guitar... busy cos don want tin of something.. numbing myself... feel like drinking... mon mayb going ba... just to drink... haha... tusmaybe not staying ba... going pub... hope my mum allow... sian sia...felling.... undescriblable...
tat it ba...
going back to my darkness home.........
the day will nv be the same again
i will finish my NS, my university and wait for u.
1:07:00 AM
