Wednesday, December 17, 2008 (0.')
back for chalet.... quite tired... haha... cos nv slp well...
first day in chalet:
shi wei they all come our house 1st den we go 2gether... acctually going with bro de... but he got something on so at night den go... reach there we check in den prepare all the thing... buy, play, gamble, cook... yup... erm den ard 8, bro and karim come... den go fetch them.. den we go outside eat cos they pah sae... lol... saw her when they eating at tea valley... wanted to call her... but donno y no word come from my mouth... den finish we go back chalet slack awhile... after tat we go walk walk den rent a bicycle and cycle ard the park till like 6plus am....den wait till 10 return the bicycle... den send them go take cab home...
second day:
after send them take cab, i and law c tat they all haven wake up, den we decided to go play pool 1st den have our breakfast... haix geting lousy and lousy in my pool le... haix... erm play finish pool den we go play acarde awhile den we go buy our breakfast... have our breakfast in the chalet... after eating finsh go bath den suddenly become very high... donno y... not sleepy at all... haha... den thay wan go watch movie but i don want so i stay with yi jia at chalet... den after they come back salck slack slack... till night go find kelly jie and her...do u know u make me very worry... walk the whole pasir ris park just to look 4 u...do u know how worried i'm?i was very tired but i still carry on looking... but ended up had a called saying that u all reach chalet le... so late le next time don go out drink ma... wat if something happen to u all!!!! haix... den i and law abit fan xin when we heard that they reach chalet le... den we drink the brezzer and cas... wa lao next time nv ever going to drink cas again... yuck...thank law 4 the wine... and THANK 4 UR YUCK CAS... haha... joking la... den we went back chalet after drinking the drink... we nearly lost inside the park cos we like walking round and round the park.... luckily i know the road... haha... at the end we went back safely to the chalet... at night was quite boring and abit moody... had a tok with my gugu outside the chalet... thank... maybe wat u say are right ba... went back chalet agian...den they paly game ... punishment drink the wine law mix... lol... but i didnt play... cos i was like very tired le... when lie down jiu feel like closing my eye... scare if i continue to play with them i will drunk... den donno will do wat... so nv play with them... went up and slp...but was........
till today we finally come home le... got a nice bed at home... but not sleepy lea.. cos just eat my breakfast... haix again... now abit high... but nothing to do sia... so here blogging...
sure blog till here ba...still writing some song.. wan to write chinese de.... any1 can give me any lin gan?
below is 4 some 1:
bro and karim: thank 4 coming to pei me... if not i also donno wan do wat... but sorry also cos make u all abit bored... haha...hope to ton with u all again... but must have event la... haha...
law: thank 4 the wine.... the secret of ur's will be keep a secret... i promise... till u say it out urself... haha... next time den tell u mine xin shi ba.... hope to go out with u again... haha...
kelly: hei sorry keep teasing you... just to make abit of entertainment ar... not cos nv respect you... haha... sorry that nv tell u wat happen cos i reali donno wat to say... as i was in a mixture of feeling... very sorry... next time den tell u kk... hope to go out again with u 2...
you: u know wat... i very sorry... say ok to b friend...but yet we were like stranger in there... it not tat i don want to tok to u... it tat there is no voice coming out from me when i want to... i reali want to tell u something.. i got alot of thing to tell you and ask you... reali... it just tat i donno how to start... and you was like, taking me as an stranger also... it make me... i very sorry...i heard all the thing from wat u tell law and from wat my gugu heard from... every thing was in my heart.... and everything make me very guilty... make me cried... even now.. while typing,, i still thinking wat they had tell me... while tear just rolll down... i reali very..... ..... very very... i just hope 1 day we can go out 2geter and had a good chat.... if u can just give me an sms...
i going to be insane soon... wat u all saw me during those 2 day of chalet may not be me... the real me wont be coming back anymore... cos the real me is nv the good 1... wat u going u saw de boon kiat will nv going to have the 'real' laughter and smile on it anymore... he will reali nv be all the same anymore... not all the same... anymore....
i reali got alot of thing to tok to u........love to u nv fade.... that y it hurt so much....... tat y tears nv stop flowing down... that y it nv going to b real anymore... tat y it nv going to b all the same anymore....that y u are 1 and only..........................................
i will finish my NS, my university and wait for u.
2:30:00 PM
