Tuesday, August 12, 2008 (0.')
suddenly feel like blogging... cos i got something to say...
wan to tell u tat i'm scare... but c u so stress i don feel like telling u...
so i just blog it out lor...
i reali feel scare... ver scare.. scare tat day will come.
i don wan to say wat is it...
and i don wish tat day will come.. i don wan it to happen..
i feel i'm useless now.. i feel i'm nothing now.. i feel i'm nobody to u anymore..
cos u won tell me anything any more..
u stress u nv tell me.. u donno anything like study tin u won ask me... u got xin shi u won tell me... i'm alway the last 1 who will know all this...u will alway tell some1 1st.. u will nv tell me... till i found out myself... till i know abt it... till some1 tell me..
and every time i know abt it.. it hurt me... i will keep asking y? Y? and Y?
y i donno.. y u nv tell me.. y u nv let me know... y u don wan tell me...
mayb i tin too much ba...
i just wan to b like other couple.. where u will tell me everything and i can tell u everything..
sometime i wan to tell u some thing u also like nv listen..
i had tell u many many time tat tell me everything if u are stress or wat... but u just nv tell me... when i found out u say u scare i stress or don wan fan me... i had tell u alot of time also tat i an feel fan de... i will not stress myself de... but u jiu shi nv listen... i keep saying and saying also no use... had blog abt it b4 but it also no use... haix...
pls... tell me hao ma...i wan to know....
i will finish my NS, my university and wait for u.
10:26:00 PM