Wednesday, August 27, 2008 (0.')
hai guy.. back again.. just feel like blogging something..
something make me feel strange...
someone like trying to break us out. donno y.. just feel tat way..
i also donno who is he?
hai.. i very scare now.. ver ver scare now.. i don wan to give up so easily... cos i believe wat i doing.. i trust her. i believe her. tat y i don wan to give up..
i miss alot of thing from her. miss her msg puting something. missing her send me a good nite msg after she go slp. miss her asking me something.. miss her saying something to me.. i have been thinking of it.. every day.. thinking of something... tat make me scare n scare.. and is very scare..hai..
let me tell u guy a story ba.. a story tat i learn from some where..
it a sad love story... i find that it nice... i share with u all ba...
once apon a time.. there was a newly couple.. they was very loving.. even their friend also say so.. tin doesnt go well for them... they quarrel for a small thing which is: (the boy nv tell wat the girl wat he was sad or wat). tat was within their 1st month onli.. after the incident, the boy thought tat he going to fail again.. he was ver scare.. cos his 1st 2 also like tat break with him.. he try to please the girl.. and thing go on better for their next few month...however tin go wrong again.. cos the boy like 2 gamble.. the girl was so angry tat she don wan tok to him.. the boy was so scare again.. cos this girl was the longest girlfriend he have so far...and he reali love the girl alot.. so the boy stop gamble.. and went to accompany the girl the following few day.. the girl was kind enough tat she 4give the boy again.. this quarrel isnt the last 1.. there is 1 when the boy got a test... but the day b4 he was accompany the girl chatting through sms.. during the test his higher rank manager saw that he was like ver tired..and scare tat he will fail... so the manager go and scold the girl... this was the boy falut cos the day b4 the girl had ask the boy 2 have an early slp le but the boy just wan to accompany her... ended up he was tired during the test cause the girl get scolded by the manager... the girl was so sad tat she cried and ran home... the boy know it after he finish the test.. he try to contact the girl but the girl just won reply... the worst is the this time the girl ignore him 4 about going to be 2 day..
although there is some quarrel cos of the boy fault.. but they still live lovely.. the girl is ver giving... the boy was will go and accompany the girl almost every day form their 3rd month been together till the going their 11month.. there was a time where the boy do somethin tat make the boy regerted... ver ver regreted.. the boy would acctually shout at the girl. the was the first time the boy shout at the girl... the girl was very very sad.. however the boy was 4given again..
cos something happen boy have 2quit the job and join other part time job which take up almost all his sat and sun which was the day where the boy will go out with the girl... after ward the boy got another 2nd job.. this was the time where the boy life change..
the boy will have to wk n wk n wk.. causing him neglect the girl.. the girl was ver lonely..she ended up go out with other ppl.. one off those cos the boy to regreted wat he do and had done...
the boy found out that he had neglected the girl.. the boy was so so so scare that the girl will go with other ppl.. this was the time were the boy know tat he had to quit the job to accompany the girl to not making the girl lonely..and so the boy quit the 2nd job.. the boy keep accompany the girl.. cos he was scare and guilty.. he scare tat he will lost the girl who he love very deeply.. he guity cos he was stupid.. stupid to had neglected the girl.. the most regreted thin tat the boy had done was they he scold the girl 4 the first time.. nv take good care of the girl... neglected the girl.. do so many job..
the boy also find out something.. there is some1 trying to break them up.. he donno who he is..(cos i haven read finish the story..haha) but the boy know that he is not going to give up so easily...
ok story till here... cos i haven read finish the behind de story...
haix.. donno y suddenly the scar from my heart bleed again... mayb the fear is back agian ba... the fear? haha slowly u all will know.. k ba... tell u the story next time if i get to read it again...haha.. don worry abt me yet.. i'm still ok.. just hope tat the worst won come to me or i also donno wat will happened haha...actually wat i wan to say was writen in my secret dairy.. my secret dairy, haha... tell every tin tat i wan n will do.. haha.. u guy will know where is it soon ba... haha...
i will finish my NS, my university and wait for u.
11:36:00 PM
