Sunday, June 15, 2008 (0.')
i donno wat happen to me... what the fuck with me sia... i can't imagine that i will like that sia... i can go die la... i donno y i so angry... it the 1st time i shout at her.. i can't imgine i will do that... FUCK la!!!!!!!!! i'm an idiot lor...promise 2 make her happy... but i make her sad again... i donno y i will shout at her...i donno y i will like tat... i felt so guily so bad so sorry now lor... y cant i control my temper... ytd i was reali angry 4 something...angry of something tat happen again and again... i donno y...no sense of time mangement at all... hai don say abt it le la...this few day i reali must be 2 tired le ba... but even i tired i still wan 2 pai u... cos i wan 2 treasure the time with u as u going 4 o level soon... by tat time i cant pai u much le.. cos u have 2 study le...( don blame urself k )..but i reali sorry...
* cos of my tireness and cos i wan pai u... den i cant control my temper and shout at u...i so sorry... i ver sorry... i was reali at fault... i didnt mean it de... reali... don angry le hao ma...pls...4 give me la... i swear next time i won le...reali... i will control myself de... sorry...ver sorry...
lao po forgive me hao ma
i will finish my NS, my university and wait for u.
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